“Look, I know we shouldn’t have but it needed to be done. I’m sure if I wasn’t hell bent on looking for Richard’s blessings and I made love to you when you were pregnant like you wanted, we wouldn’t be where we are right now. Saddam, one of my multiple personalities wouldn’t have slept with that Melissa and we wouldn’t have fought like we did and you wouldn’t have left the palace angry that day” Cage says and Erin swallows hard looking down. “But if only doesn’t work now so I’m doing things my way Erin, I’m tired of fighting with you, right now I want us to be happy and raise Goldie in a loving and warm environment. I’m sure that’s what you also want for her right” She nods sniffing. “I truly love you and want to marry you for real” She sniffs. “Sometimes I don’t feel like you truly love me Cage” He frowns looking at her through the mirror. “I feel like you are settling with me, you are short tempered with me and you snap a lot which makes me defend myself and I end up being disrespectful” He sighs tightening his grip around her. “I’m sorry about that, sometimes I forget that you weren’t raised like girls around here especially like a princess, that me being royalty means nothing where you come from” He says and he kisses the top of her head then he turns her and he picks her up and puts her on top of the counter gently and he looks at her standing between her legs. “Let’s make this work….please” She nods as tears fill her eyes. “No more fighting because of useless sh#t right?” She nods as more tears run down her cheeks and he wipes them. “And more communication about everything” She nods again. “No more being mean and rude to me” Erin says and Cage frowns. “I’m not mean to you” She raises her eyebrows at him and he chuckles. “Ok ok no more being mean” “As for you, no more being disrespectful, you can be defensive and fight for our family and our family honour but at home you become my woman, Goldie’s mother and you tone it down. I was serious when I said I don’t want another Queen Rain in our family Erin” “I’m nothing like her Cage” She says feeling hurt that he’s comparing them. “I know but she was disrespectful too especially to my mother and her husband the King. I heard she started being the crazy and no nonsense queen at the beginning and people say she has always been like that even when she was still at her father’s house, now look what she ended up as. So remember you are no longer that person that needs to protect and fight for herself. I’m here now and it’s my job mama, let me be the man, relax and let your man castrate anyone who even tries to hurt you” She smiles a bit looking down. “It doesn’t make you seem weak, it shows how loved and protected you are and of course you can show your crazy side every now and then to those who step over boundaries…mmh?” She nods and a beautiful smile forms on his face then he takes off the towel around his waist and he pulls her closer and her heart starts beating fast. “Cag… I mean babe I’m….” She says with a trembling voice and he kisses her lips. “Shhh relax, I promise to be gentle” He says.

" Heath stop please I cant"  And well he stops and looks at me with his eyes bloodshot red. " I can’t do this please get off me" "we won’t do anything Star so relax" " Heath I may be a nobody but I will not allow myself to be your rebound girl ok I respect myself too much"  He frowns looking at me  then he gets off me and I sits up straight while he does too. "you are not my rebound Star ok, you’re too precious to be one" " then why are you doing all this while you know you just broke up with the mother of your unborn  child few hours ago" He sighs and gets off the bed and he wears his shoes. " look I'm sorry ok…you right I shouldn’t be doing this especially with you"  I swallowed hard because that hurt, what does he mean by “especially with you”. " Umm sh#t I don’t  mean it like that, what I meant is…" I interrupt him feeling hurt and insecure….”not him too God” I think,  gosh I want to cry so bad. "please leave" "Star look that’s not what I meant ok what  I meant is, you are not like one of those loose girls " "please leave Heath and stay away from me from now on" He rushed to the bed and attempts to touch me but I move. "Star don’t do this ok that’s not what I meant please" "leave Heath.... please" He looked down and I see him clench his jaws then he gets off the bed and he looks my way. "that’s not what I meant and you know it and just so you know when I look at you I see a beautiful sexy woman with big beautiful eyes and a glowing, radiant and flawless skin" Then he sighs. "I guess I’ll see you tomorrow when I drive you back home" "don’t bother I don’t need your help" "Star don’t ok" " please leave"  He shakes his head and he walks out then I lay down and tears just gush out. Gosh it hurts so much and I don't understand why, whether he meant what I thought he meant or not the fact is the way he said it broke my heart. I can take all the insults from all those people who insult and belittles me by calling me all sorts of names  but I cant handle Heath also seeing me as just a poor albino girl who doesn’t deserve to be loved because she's cursed. Even though I know I'm not his type or in his level but I'm falling for him because he has been nice to me and all but now I don’t know anymore. I think now I should just keep away from him, yeah that’s what I should do and just concentrate on my job and daughter like things have always been all along.