my name is jj, jj Henderson to be exact and I just turned 19 , I live in Alaska. but it is not my home I don't really know where home is since I never really had one. my parent gave me away when I was five so I don't know much about them other then the last time I saw my mother, she handed me over to the state turned and walked away never looking back. and i am unlovable, well that's what I've always been told. I saw him but I can't see his face, it's like he's just out of focus. he come to me in my dreams I don't know who he is or where he comes from all I know is that he needs me and is reaching for me but then I wake up and he is gone. that is my dream I started having them when I turned 18 I don't understand what it means but I am determined to find out. so come along on this mysterious ride of self discovery and of two people that are destined to find one another.