stop, stop, I see but I couldn’t see still, not too clear I was trembling, hoping it was a with several problems the fact trouble replaced happiness and joy in my life the fact that my health was being a major pull back for me the fact that I kept drifting away at work I couldn’t sleep meals were tasteless and medications had taken a great percentage of the meals I managed, the fact that I was nearly ran over by a truck who would have thought I will get to this point of anxiety 0r rather mental ill- health? How on earth did I end up at dream, all I could hear were screams, cries, everyone was rushing or rather running towards me I couldn’t bring myself to live in the moment, my knees suddenly became weak I fell down, helped and rushed into the car, finally I woke on a hospital bed. It was a strange morning, everything felt completely different a cold morning it was flashbacks of terrible moments I couldn’t snap out series of thoughts I was angry tears kept flowing effortlessly somehow I was still angry I kept saying I was okay and that everything was under control but still I blanked out, my emotions kept taking the best part of me. Few months ago I thought everything was under my grip but it wasn’t the fact that my life was threatened the middle of the road I got angry and furious un-necessarily and ended up being a threat to others the fact that I nearly poked the delivery man’s eye for being persistent to help me take the delivery packages inside because they were heavy. A week ago at the hospital I slapped the nurse for no reason at all, I needed now was of sleep, depression and frustrations had taken all from me several times I couldn’t find my way home suddenly couldn’t recall my address, countless times I was found starring into blank hadn’t eaten and found unconscious at the bay somewhere away from home immediately I woke up I escaped out of the hospital I kept wandering for days all could I do for myself was to cry I deserved it maybe how did I become this way was angry for no reason eventually I snapped out from the touch it was Molly the girl who took me in, Someone is here to see you I followed down the staircase was a lady fabulous with the expensive look I couldn’t help but imagine how well dressed and beautiful she was standing and looking at her, Hi Snow, Looking closely it was Ruit , how did you know am here, we sat down and Ruit narrated the tale about me I recalled most of the things she talked it was strange but that was certainly me and all about me, I went home and took Molly with me, an orphan living harshly, she was compassionate to have taken me in. Molly Adams, the girl who took me in a for a week was a sweet and loving soul a sixteen year old had nothing but a pure soul moving in with me was everything she brought back quiet and good days I finally adopted Molly after a year of moving in to stay with me on her seventeenth birthday the past seventy weeks were became peaceful I have gained my sanity things moved smoothly I noticed the medications were gone too I was happy everything had changed too I was happy and conscious of work too I began to search only to notice loneliness was what had done this to me, Cine got sick and died of cancer shortly after we got married. I was so down that I didn’t realize when I got so bad even for myself. Everything changed for a good course both happy and conscious at work only then did I notice what depression, frustration, loneliness could do even with wealth and what it did to me, it was indeed extreme and terrible. Things got normal things in some way got settled a bit and I was in control now and had even caught for myself the biggest whale in the TECH world this was massive the contract and now the contract signing I have planned out for weeks, and today at lunch time the signing was done with I was happy. Back home Molly came back from her vacation at dinner we had series of conversations about her vacation, the wonderful experience beautiful moments she had and of course the new guy she met, wow such an experience to have she said to herself, wow such an experience to have I said. The next day we went out to the parks it was an airy Saturday the breeze was okay Ruit was sitting on the floor sunglasses, a T-shirt face cap, shorts and sneakers on most of the girls there were dressed in that similar way then Molly broke the news to us, Duran proposed to Ruit in a private space I could relate because these were conservative and liberal fellows just like myself, it was breath taking, hmm love was definitely beautiful as they say, truly beautiful! There was going to be a wedding in the house a sister was leaving the house soon for a good reason preparations would soon begin. Eight weeks later, Riut wedding was tomorrow all preparations for the big day were perfectly made arrangements of various kinds, far relatives and friends made their trip earlier and the welcome dinner was today, everyone made it in time, dinner was served we all he

A lady experience depression after her husband's death, molly a girl who took her in for a week is her adopted daughter with Ruit her friend till one morning she met Melvin Taff who gets everything about her wet, makes her go overboard and mores.BALCONY