Mature content!!!! THERE MAY BE TRIGGERS IN SOME SCENES SO PLEASE BE AWARE THIS BOOK CONTAINS *ABUSE *MURDER *TORTURE *MENTAL ILLNESS *RAPE He grabs my chin to make me look at him "his eyes are bloodshot  was he crying ,he is sad for us,oooh! noo please" "Stfup stupid brain" he took my bloody hands in his grande ones,as he gets in his two knees in front of me and he looks at me dead in the eyes" you know my heart and soul were always yours it's not something I try to hide"  he sigh as if it was hard to breath,if i was another girl or if we were still teens those words would have sway me, it true that his words makes feel warm inside because part of me knows it true, still he did me wrong, he snaps me out of thought by saying what I never thought he would say "will my blood in your hands make you forgive me? if  you take my life will it make you at peace ?" Silence..."if that is the case then please do" "he's pleading me to take away his life,how romantic! does he think is that easy" I start to laugh, I was laughing like a fuc*king maniac. "Do you think this is a joke"he says glaring at me , "well u better be joking, because  you can't be serious"