Sometimes, I wish it was just a dream, one I had to wake up from and waved aside. But no, it was my reality and if wishes were horses, then maybe I would have believed in a miracle of wishes coming true. Can I shock you? I feel I should, Kaycee isn't my first husband, but will be my last. Surprise? It all started 14 years ago, I just clocked age 20, I was so happy because I have always dreamt of getting married at 20, have children and stopped childbirth once I clock 26th. Then life brought my best friend's elder brother, who is my perfect dream of a man with a 10 years old boy's d**k size...and my life is twisted when I realized the same day I said " yes" to commit my whole life to Charles, was the same day my youth President JJ went to my family with a marriage proposal. Now I am torn between marrying my first love or marrying that church brother. But whatever decision I make will only make me learn that humans come in different packages and it up to us to value them just the way they are...irrespective of their beliefs, or choices. With three men in my life, I have learnt a bitter truth about love, maturity, secrecy, trust, and friendship This is a story of love, innocence, s*x, deceit, betrayals, commitments, sacrifice and above all second chance. And it is MY MARRIAGE DIARY.