Just seeing then together was too much for me, whenever I walked passed them my heart felt like someone was squeezing it so tightly that it was gonna break and the weight on my shoulders never felt so heavy. l just have to run away, yes that's all. I'll run away so far from all this .... ....from all the pain . . . "I found you" he said to me in a voice I was all to familiar with, pinning my hands above my head, his eyes piercing holes into my being as if, analyzing me, checking me all ever so qeenly "please....please not this, it's not true, no". I said dazed, looking at a far distance not daring to meet his eyes . . "but it is true my little rabbit" he said tilting his head, smirking... . . "you're ready, right you know your punishment" . . .