Simple girlUpdated at Apr 19, 2023, 00:32
Chapter 1: I Had A MotiveWell, I am an ordinary girl. I do not know if a fat girl with no talent is called ordinary but i call my self ordinary. My name is Sarah Watson. Pretty name nah? But i have tons of names i am called rather thats this. Many are indirectly insults and a very few are cute. I was totally an introvert. When I dint not read Grade two and directly went to Grade three since that day I had almost no friends. Coincidentally, after i jumped a class, i had to put on the spectaclea too due to my poor eyesight. Obviously till grade 1, i had few friends with whom i played, i laughed and shared lunch. But after skipping one grade i was unable to talk to anyone. I was a shy girl. Well the only time i had company was during lunch time as my mom packed me delicious lunch every day. I could not make any friends. No one ever noticed me. The so called girl friends always talked and laughed with each other. Once when tried to be with them, they behaved as if i was a being a thorn there as if i was disturbing them. So after that i never tried. I was alone. They never shared anything with me. So, i always thought why is it me who is not in their friend circle? Why is it me who is ignored? Why me? Why?? I never went to school picnics because i would be alone. Obviously as a child i would have loved to go but i never did. I never went school the day after the picnic because i did not have courage to listen to their beautiful stories of picnic. I never let my parents know that i was a loner in school. They also did not know because in teachers always said that i do good in studies and do not speak much. But my parents did not think much maybe because they thought i was afraid of teachers, and also because i had good scores there were no complaints. So they did not think about it much. My mom is housewife and my dad is a businessman. They helped me in studies. My dad always made me focus on Mathematics. When i went home from school i love to spend my time with my sister (1 year younger cousin sister). Although she is younger than me she is beautiful and talented in many ways. Until I was in grade 1 we studied in same school. The school was near from our house but it was not so good although they taught well, there were no much of extra-curricular activities. So my sister's parents transferred her to another school which had better facilities. I jumped class then. As she was the only sister i had and she was like a friend to me and i loved spending time with her. But many times when i went to play with her she used to have phone calls from her friends. They talked for hours. Although my sister was better than me in many areas, the only thing i was jealous of her was because she had friends. I wished that at least i would have one friend with whom i can share my things, my feeling, to laugh with to play with. When i was child i never fought with my sister. My father was the eldest in our family and my sister's father was my father's younger brother. We had two aunts too. One was already married. We all live together. Although wel lived together we had different kitchens and my small aunt was with us. She ate with us, our laundries were done togethe, and everything was with us. My sister was always forward in everything whether it be studying or sports or speaking or in beauty. Whereas me one the other side i... I did not get ever one certificate or medal for anything. For five years i spent my school life like that until one day. A news had circulated that new admissions will be done. Obviously this was done yearly but this time i had a motive.Chapter 2: My Motive Got AccomplishedMy only motive was to make a friend, at least one. So... so i asked my sister how to make friends as i had seen her talking and laughing with her friends for hours. It was a shame for me as i was asking my younger sister but the only perso i could think of and i could ask was my sister. I thought she would react differently to my question but she did not say anything maybe because she knew i had no friends To my surprise she told me how to make a friend. She told me to firstly smile and tell "Hi" and introduce yourself. That was all. It was so simple. Was i stupid or dumb or a fool. But at one moment i doubt her advice. I doubted her because i always do that to my so called other friends. As son as i see them i smile and tell "Hi" and they also smiled and replied "Hi". And that was the end, we did not talk much and i had no friends. So i did not take her advice so seriously. The nect day on my way to school i saw a girl on my school dress with six small kids with school dress going ahead of me. So i thought they were the new comer in our school. I knew that because my school was 15 min walk from my home and i knew who walked that path. So to my surprise when i went to class i saw that girl. I recognized her because she was short and a little fat but less fat that me. Her hair was black and silky which was on two braids she was niced.