I just can't explain what happened. I couldn't stop myself. I had to see her. She was standing Infront of her main house door wearing a short and collar buttoned shirt. How had I even got here? I kept asking myself. She welcomed me in. We chattered carelessly for quite sometime. We both knew what we wanted to do. But who was going to pull the first card? I just couldn't quit getting hard. I really wanted to be in her. But what would I even say to convince her?"I guess I need a shower." I'd blurted, hoping I could just jerk the feeling off in her bathroom.The water was so fucking refreshingly cold. I got out of the shower feeling much in control. I hadn't even had to jerk off, the shower had seemed to do it. She was lying on her bed. I got in and shut her bedroom door behind me. I wasn't sure if I could control myself. But I felt weirdly calm. She seemed in control. Was I seeing things or was she taking sneak peeps at my dick. Every conversation we had didn't seem as interesting as what we both had in mind. We both lay on her bed. The lights were on. Well at least I was assured that nothing could happen, not with the lights on. She kept caressing my fingers and I could tell that she was aroused in how she flirted.I wasn't sure if she could approve anything."Do you mind giving me a BJ?" I blurted in the middle of a very unrelated conversation. She said she did mind. Her two reasons had not been convincing enough if I was to count No. 2 the one I'd cancelled, that is. "I am pressed. I need to pee." She said and left the room. I was left with many thoughts flogging my already confused mind. The thought of fucking her was so scary but very convincing. I was having an erection when she got back into the room. I tried to hide it hoping she would not notice. I am pretty sure she did notice though.The lights were off. I couldn't believe that she actually turned them off. My fingers were on her breasts gently caressing them. I could feel her tense. I was so fucking hard. Was she going to resist?"Paul, don't. After this there's no going back." She tried to protest pushing my hand away from my breasts. I squeezed her nipple. It was kinda hard. I knew she was wetting like hell. I could tell that from her soft shallow gasps. I wanted her. I wanted her so fucking bad. She put her hands across my neck and back."Am horny. Stop..." She exclaimed amid confusion. I could tell she was totally out of control by her confused tone. I knew she also wanted it but was scared. She kissed me gently at first. I kissed her back roughly. I had to relax abit. I did not want to rush things. I wanted to make the experience seven months worth.My hands moved to her shorts. I couldn't unfasten the button. She unfastened it herself. I put my hand in her pants. Two fingers, she had specified would be enough in that Science lab thigh rubbing day.I knew she was so aroused. I heard how she moaned softly as I fingered her. Was she whimpering or crying? I let her suck my dick. She did it gently but in a bit tensed manner. I could tell the situation was quite overwhelming for her. I pulled off her shorts. I sucked her areas."Ouch. No teeth!" She exclaimed amid gasps. I stopped a bit my tongue exploring.We quickly undressed. I thrust into her. I heard her releasing a shallow breath in exhalation. I could tell it was long since she had actually been fucked. I kept thrusting in and out. The whole event was very insane. She rode me. I did the doggy. I just couldn't stop. I wanted her even more than I was scared to admit. I didn't even notice the first time I had ejaculated. I didn't even mind. I kept going style after style, behind, Infront, on top, under. I felt so good. She was very amazing. "I love you. " I admitted.I shuddered at the feeling. I thought I'd never love again. But then, there I was feeling so in love. I couldn't imagine my life without her not after what we'd shared. I hadn't wanted to go so deep. That was for next time, after 23rd. We both sat on the bed cuddling and kissing. I took my dick out. It had been raining and it was already dawn. I couldn't believe how long we had gone for. I really hoped she had equally enjoyed it. Her head on my shoulder, I knew there was no turning back no matter what happened. I was definitely going to do that again and again and again. But I knew I had to wait. I wished that it was already past 23rd. I am pretty sure we could have gone for even more hours and hours. But I knew a next time would come. However, I had to get back to school. It was dawn after all. I hugged her as she hugged me tightly. I did not kiss her as a precaution. I knew that even though I'd just showered, I could be in her in no time if she even kissed me. I was already aroused by the hug after all. God, I really loved how she made me feel. Fuck it! I had to go back to school before it was past dawn.