I try to calm my breathing so as not to come across as anxious. Because if these people really only have the worst in mind for me, I have a huge problem. Once they realize I'm scared they'll probably take other measures to get me to stay. Actions I'm reluctant to find out. I nervously tuck a strand of hair behind my ear and start rocking forward and back. Riyo calm down, everything will be fine. At least I hope so.