'Being happy doesn't mean my life is easy... Living the way i like doesn't mean I love my life... Stop fighting against life and start loving it... Maybe you could be happy at least or make people around you happy' I angrily shouted at him. 'Then why are you not happy?' he asked calmly. 'What...? I'm happy... ' I stammered. 'Your smile never reached your eyes. When noone is around you , you seem so distance yourself. Even now you can't see my eyes' then looking directly at my eyes he asked, 'Now tell me, are you really happy?' I was simply speechless.