Story By Roseline Elisha
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Roseline Elisha

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The Silence Between Kisses
Updated at Aug 12, 2025, 06:51
In a city that never paused, she craved stillness. Gold had always been a woman of feeling a soul that bled quietly into the art she created. Her paintings were loud with color but quiet with pain. The kind of quiet only heartbreak can leave behind. A rising name in New York’s art scene, Gold had everything from gallery features to magazine interviews yet she went home each night to silence. Not the peaceful kind. The aching kind. The kind that reminded her what it meant to love someone who didn’t know how to love her back.Then came Jack charming, calculated, and heartbreakingly handsome. An architect whose buildings looked like they were made of logic and poetry. He lived by plans, timelines, and precision. Love was not a blueprint he trusted anymore. Not after he gave his heart once and watched it fall through the cracks like sand through steel.They met at a charity gala neither of them wanted to attend. She was there to showcase a piece called *“Undoing”*—a raw portrait of a woman breaking into light. He was there to support a colleague. But when Jack saw her standing next to her painting, the world dimmed. There was something about her. Not just her beauty though she was arresting but the stillness in her. The way she smiled like she was hiding something. The kind of woman who didn’t beg attention but quietly owned it.Gold didn’t notice him at first. She never cared for the suits who came to events for wine and appearances. But when he made a thoughtful comment about the brushwork in her painting one only someone truly paying attention would notice she turned to look at him differently.What started as small talk became evenings spent wandering bookstores, talking about childhood, art, architecture, and wounds they both pretended had healed. They weren’t dating. Not officially. Not yet. But everything about them was becoming dangerously intimate.Gold would sit on Jack’s couch, barefoot and guarded, listening to jazz while he made tea. Jack would watch her sketch absentmindedly on napkins, catching glimpses of her truest self in her distracted lines.They didn’t speak of feelings. But they felt everything. One night, after a small exhibit of hers, Jack offered to walk her home. It was drizzling, the kind of quiet rain that didn’t bother to shout. The city felt softer, like it was finally slowing down for them. They talked about nothing and everything. But as they reached her building, the air between them grew still.Jack looked at her, the words caught somewhere between his chest and his throat. Gold smiled, then did something she never did—she leaned in first. And he met her halfway.Their kiss wasn’t rushed. It wasn’t wild. It was honest. Unafraid. Bare. And when they pulled away, they said nothing. The silence between their kisses said more than any words could.It told the story of their fears, their hopes, heir hesitation and their desire. Days turned into weeks. And still, they avoided labeling what they had. But their hearts kept drawing closer. Every time she looked away, he looked longer. Every time he doubted himself, she stayed longer.But healing is never linear. Gold was afraid of being left again. Jack was afraid of choosing wrong again. They had fights not loud, but tense. Emotional misfires. Silence that wasn’t sweet anymore. At one point, Gold even said, “Maybe we’re not ready.”Jack responded, “Or maybe we’re just scared.”They didn’t speak for days after that. But one evening, Jack stood outside her studio, soaked in rain, holding a small canvas.“I built this,” he said. “It’s not perfect. But it holds.”It was a simple structure he would paint himself, childish strokes. Nothing like her brilliance, but it was titled: "Us" Gold cried, not because it was perfect, but because it was safe Because it meant he was trying.She took him inside, held his face in her hands, and kissed him slowly. And again… silence.But it wasn’t empty, It was full of everything they finally understood that real love doesn’t always scream. Sometimes, it whispers in soft glances, Sometimes, it trembles in quiet apologies, Sometimes, it’s heard only in the silence between kisses.
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I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU
Updated at Aug 12, 2025, 05:23
I didn’t mean to fall for him. In fact, I promised myself I wouldn’t. Dan was everything I said I didn’t want. The kind of man I warned my heart about charming in a way that felt dangerous, confident in a way that made you second guess your own certainty. He had this way of walking into a room like he owned it, like the world was just another puzzle he was smart enough to solve. He wasn’t disrespectful, no. But he had this sharpness about him quick with his words, always a little teasing, like he saw through people and didn’t mind letting them know. He never crossed a line, but he danced close to it, and that alone made me uneasy. I liked safe, I liked quiet, I liked people who meant exactly what they said and showed up exactly how they were, I liked the comfort of knowing what to expect, Dan? He was unpredictability wrapped in a smile. You couldn’t pin him down he was always thinking two steps ahead, always leaving you guessing. And still there was something about him. Something that made my walls tremble when I was sure they were solid. Something in the way he looked at me like he saw more than I let on. And maybe that’s what scared me the most. Because with Dan, I couldn’t control the pace. I couldn’t control my heart, and for someone like me, that was the most dangerous feeling of all. We met at a mutual friend’s housewarming. I was there early, like always offering to help set up, rearranging pillows, lighting candles, making sure the food labels were neatly written and placed just right. I liked being part of the quiet before the noise. It gave me a sense of control. He, on the other hand, arrived fashionably late loud, laughing, the kind of presence that shifted the energy in the room without even trying. His voice carried, his smile was easy, and he seemed to know everyone already, like he would walk into a party that had been waiting for him. I was at the dining table, carefully placing the handwritten menu cards next to each dish when he walked by, paused briefly, and leaned just close enough to comment, “Looks like a perfectionist wrote this.” I glanced up, surprised, and caught the playful smirk tugging at his lips. I rolled my eyes. “Or maybe someone who just likes things done right.” He grinned wider. “Same thing.” And then, just like that, he walked off leaving me with a faint smile I didn’t plan to have and a strange warmth I didn’t ask for it was nothing or so I told myself. Just a comment, just a stranger, just a housewarming. But that was the first moment I noticed him really noticed him. And from there, things I didn’t plan started unfolding faster than I could resist. I didn’t like him, that’s what I kept telling myself, over and over, like a mantra I needed to believe. I convinced myself that Dan was just noise just another fleeting personality in a world already full of people who come close only to disappear. But somehow he kept showing up. One week it was a casual dinner with mutual friends. The next, a friend’s wedding, where he caught the bouquet midair just to make everyone laugh. Then came the group hangout that felt suspiciously planned, as if someone somewhere thought we’d make a good match. He sat next to me, of course. Not too close, but close enough that I could feel his presence warm, distracting, too confident for his own good, I tried to keep my distance, emotionally and otherwise. I stayed polite but cold, casual but guarded. Still, Dan’s charm had a way of slipping through cracks I didn’t know were there. It wasn’t just his words it was the way he noticed things. Like how I always sat near exits. Or how I got quiet when I was overwhelmed. He had a way of disarming people without trying too hard, or making you feel seen without making it awkward. And that’s when I realized he was more than the surface. There was depth behind the grin, patience beneath the wit. Dan surprised me, not by showing up in my life, but by slowly making it harder for me to imagine that life without him. He remembered things no one else did. Not just the big, obvious things but the quiet details I never thought anyone was paying attention to. Like how I take my coffee: just a little milk, never sugar. I’d mentioned it once in passing, probably while half asleep at a brunch, but he remembered. Every time. Without asking, Or how I told him once barely even seriously that I found the sound of distant thunder comforting. He didn’t laugh or make it weird. A few weeks later, during a late night rain, he sent a voice note: just soft thunder rolling in the background. No words. Just that. And somehow, it said more than a paragraph ever could. Then there were the texts. Random, out of nowhere little messages that always came when I wasn’t expecting them but always seemed to land right when I needed them. “Hope your Tuesday is being kind to you.” Or "You still hate loud laughers or are we growing?” He would send them without pressure, never asking for a reply, never demanding attention. I'm not myself
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