My Twisted Past.. Being the only girl in a family of 8 where nothing goes unseen or not spoken about is harder than i thought.... I live in a house where i have 5 brothers a mom and a dad...LOL sorry i did'nt get a chance to introduce myself to you did i now? well im Kate, an 18 year old woman who is in love with her brother... who is just about to finish high school and not quiet sure if going to college is a choice so to speak. With 5 other siblings and a lover its hard to determine my choices... You must be thinking its sick of me to love my brother the way a man and a woman do?? in actual fact you probably think its sick... can you help who you fall in love with? is it a choice i can control.. it might sound and be disgusting to you but i love him not just as a brother but more so as a lover. Mark makes me feel good he makes me see things in a different view of life! His all i want and all i need in this life seeing that we cant express the way we feel about each other we have to always pretend to act like siblings, even though thats what we are. He is amazing, his all i want and all i need, i cant see my life without him but with a big family they always try to get in the way. Thats the reason i feel i need to go to college so we can be together forever without anybody coming between us. we deserve each other. and im not going to stop loving him just because of the opinions of others. I Love Him.