After everything I’ve been through, I’m still here, inside my room, watching life as it passes by my window. I read once a quote from Mooji that said, “At times, you may feel the force of some strong energies arising, but you are still there watching them, aware of their pull.” After everything I have gone through, I can tell you that if you want you can control so many things except time… your life can´t be cured or restored by time. I’m just trying to open your eyes for the things to come. I can just tell you that when all this started, I was Carly O´Donnell, General O´Donnell´s daughter and my brother used to be Nick. He’s my twin brother, he has always taken care of me, more than my father I must say. And my mother… well, my mother died when my brother and I were born, and my father has always blamed us. Anyway, we can take care of ourselves. My mother, Irina, as we know, was a very good person, a fantastic wife and she would have been a wonderful mother. Now that Nick and I are 18, we’re passing for so many difficult things, and I really don’t know if any of this may be of interest to anyone but the ones that were involved. However, I like to believe, it is a proof that everything we experience was real, that I was real…That would be a huge relief. If you’re ready, let´s start here. Everything began on September 30th of the year of 2008.