Story By Spidey Williams
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Spidey Williams

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Have You Ever Before Now
Updated at Apr 15, 2024, 08:38
Have You Ever Before Now Imagined and Invisioned Self Before Love? Have you ever daydreamed stars in a galaxy of touchable planets above? Have you ever taken a millisecond to not think of anything negative at all, just closed your eyes, awakened in a field of lilies with daisy flowers, in the middle of fall, with showering roses pedals, while lying on your back, man's best friend, jumping from side to side, ear to ear, trying to dodge the moments of happiness we no longer hear, silencing the chaos we are so trained to hear, as our heartbeats fast, as if we're playing dodge ball with fear, will you adhere, to the stop sign, stop signs, of flashing yellow lights and railroad signs, while swerving crossing deer. Dear, Driving while blind seems to be new norms, identities torn, while premies or still born, still born rips holes in hearts, cold hearted, tombstones, RIP rip. In Peace we rest, Chakras stones, no clones, hearts shattered and crack like real bones, ghost mode how quickly they departed, ignored phone calls, blocked number and dial tones. Why now we wonder, how then it thunders, rainstorms from no where, no clouds were there, what now, sunshine was shining, now hail stones clatter, no matter, matters, just wet tissues, from lack of trust issues, winds blow, louder than coach whistles. As the wind whistles, bones become bristles, as skin fizzles, damn man's best friend suddenly mistaken for a weasel, electric trucks become new airplanes, no diesel, this must be the new heaven and new earth, with branded new people. Brand new people, elders were crucified, Black History month abolished, sacrifices from our ancestors now polished, it's amazing the modernized concepts, from the neighborhood corners we learned to progress, convenient stores became the new congress, congrats, how much money and drugs have love learned to process, success dressed up in cars and status, statues of our favorite actors, reaction of actions from the real Freedom Fighters, where street substances replaces History subject matters, no subtitles and small captions, small rations, becomes irrational, irrationally pilot simulations, auto pilots, no longer spiritual, habitual, repeated offenders, offending our nationality, naturally what else are our adolescents supposed to do, in a false reality, who shows them what's true, even then will still listen, who judges the judges, Jesus for Muslim or Allah for Christians, this is the purest love story, when lies no longer guides the truth, hope by now I have your attention.Take notes if you need to, if not at least listen. No need to digress, progress, equals progression, so don't stop me now, can't stop me, so let me continue, Pause Now, Hold Me Up, stop holding me down. Lift me up, stop throwing me around, fast forward to our new holy ground, with holy fields, holy mountains, where we can finally be thankful now. Yoyo your perceptions of my brown skin, born again mentally, my mentality, is aggressive, but no fist needs to attack you physically, because my tongue, speaks tongues, different languages accompany my companies, so leave your miserable thoughts alone with your misery, History becomes my story, not a chapter in his story, conflicting viewers, views my culture with changing viewing lens, where did this love cycle begin, what values and morals comes with a prenumt, before we even Learn to be friends, because public assistance, from associations associating with my neighborhoods associates, doesn't seem too legal, majority of all places I eat at, aren't even legit, mostly foreigners, who recieve stolen goods, while returning counterfeited money to hands that's banks signed off for behind closed doors, late parties with low risk. It's crazy the secrets we love to learn, then forget to share, the care we learned to leverage with levers that only goes one way, we stay in situations we learned to adjust, with invisible chains, words for batons, as we embrace domestic violence, sirens never appear, as we love to share silence. Lambs of Silence, we reverse movie roles, actors or presently directing, while directions are being improvised, compromised, then televised, telling lies, but selling truths, we buy as movie tickets, extra.. extra .. don't read all about it, watch it without commercials, no need to stop for advertising, big bank swallows little bank, only the wealthier survives, survivors are auction off to islands, where fear factors conquer gladiators, Lost we become as American idols become commons day scandals, scandalous we wear like flip flops and sandals, this is modern day pimping, no backpage needed, only fans becomes fans, becoming your every day convenient convenience convincing conduits to continue to convey thru guarded canals with specialized special forces convoys, so specialist are now outdated and underrated, one needs more than PHD no common bachelor degree, at least Masters for the master, as we I regress back to the original topic associates!
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