every kid start his or her love affair in highschool but. mine was so much that I love too hard that till now am dead inside . never have I did new am a corward who wore fur to hide my corwardness and my story start on the first day to high School I was taken there by my grandpa I still remember that it was the baddest thing, because it was just a local highschool and not of my choice. so i was to enroll in that School because we did not have enough money take me to the school I wanted. in the line going to reception that's why I found beautiful. I saw this girl looking at me she had pretty eyes eyes she had this beautiful smile stole my heart and that's how I was in love with her , her name is Susan. is this is this what is not love at first sight maybe but I still remember even today I cannot forget that specially I be as soon as I finished a sign-up I will send to one south and that was my class . I was happy to find one of the best friend sitting there having a desk you will be sitting next to me he was the only guy in the school but because of the girl that I saw I just got a Seater with her, Susan is beautiful that everybody wanted her allowed, the wish of my dream was to introduce myself, the way she look at me I felt that she had a crush on me. that day was good that time even moved faster than usual. The next day i was dressed well just wanted to talk to her and introduce myself to her , I felt so nervous when I was like sweating . I stare all along to the door waiting for her to come but when she alive she broke my heart ,she was with a boy and they talk to each other like they knew each other for a long time. I was so confused that I even went to a backbencher that time I was hearing my wounds, later that evening confirm the boy was his relative and I was so happy that went and kissed her. the school principal saw that was my first indiscipline case in highschool.Days passed and we became friends. Untill oneday I saw the senior guys bullying her and that made me go insane they did not care if I was there I had no choice but it will go and defend her the boys thought that I was just a simple boy but they got I was a different guy she did not expect much from me but after I defeated the seniors boys she respected me and what I did not like she was afraid of me making our friendship over. the class respected me and even suggested that I will be the head of the class but I did not like leadership so I quit, the senior boys did not want to play movie when with me because they thought I was insane and I had been respected in the whole school though the girl of my dream did not want much from me and I had to move onI started dating matured girl because I was even famous in school that I did not even mind of anything else more than romance, bt it did not go for long until I was caught bt one of the history teacher. it was during a class of math I really hated the subject, and the teacher was the worst, so I usually skip the math lesson because the seniors had PE that time and I usually went to hookup with the girls, so I was busy with the girls we had drugs and the bad thing is that we were having sex . The history teacher was shocked and requested us to go for disciplinary in her office, I was so scared and afraid that my folks could know about it and I was sweating like I was to die, that change my life in highschool school because instead of punishment I found out the teacher was in love with me , Instead of punishment she told the three girls to go and I was left alone blaming me that I was the one on mistake, As soon they left she closed the door and ordered me not to talk a word, All I was doing is noding my head, the first question I was asked what my age was and said I was 16yrears and she became mad , I had no option than kissing her in order she would calm down, then I was in deep dangerous situation that I didn't know how I got myself there but she like it that she hold me too hard that she started undressing me and putting her hand on my pants I was so hot to reject her temptation and I ended up having an affair with her, It happened that every weekend we could hookup with her until the end of the year were I was going to the next class and the teacher was given transfer and our story was never noticed by anyone it still remains our secret. The next year I was this boy calm with no violence I had changed a lot even i wanted to study hard to improve my grade because last year I had fail in all my subject expect history, I know I was not doing great because I was missing the teacher so much and I could not tell anyone, the week after the was new administration of new junior stunted I did have any interest in them expect the next three days of administration there was this girl who I found in the principal office. Her name was Jane, Jane is a girl that you can see and fall in love so fast she got everything a man can want in a woman.