I am Reychen Dagalea 34 years old ,a simple and. an introvert woman who have always love a book.Growing up I remember reading anything I see on the road literally anything that is able to read.I grew up well I might say because I am a daddy's girl.But life has different plan for me I lost him when I was 18 and it changes everything that I grew up used to .Life has been bittersweet for me I lost someone I love dearly and trust so much.Whenever the feeling of pain pain and sadness of losing my dad visit me I write in a paper and that makes me feel better.Since then it becomes my comfort zone.But as a mother of an early age I had many responsibilities to my family.And I forget to take care of myself and all my feelings were stucked somewhere inside of me.By the way I had a baby when I was 15 and another one when I was 18.But 8 years after my feelings for him faded but eventually life still goes on.It has been years of roller coaster trying to fit in to where I belong and find happiness and peace.Life was hard full of challenges but I was doing just fine.Until love find its way to me again.As normal as it is ,I was very happy he seems to be so much like my father who cares so much about me and love me sincerely until I realize it was just a dream.One day red flags starts waving at me coming from the man I thought I would stay forever with.Cheating ,betrayal,gaslighting,physically ,verbally and emotionally abuse yet I keep all to myself.I cried endless nights,overthink everything,felt lost and alone in a very crowded world.But I was thankful to him he gave me a little boy that help me go through life ,he becomes my strenght.And I keep everything to myself,pain regrets dissapointment all kept within me.And one day when everything is all filed up the girl in me decided to go back to my comfort zone ,writing down my emotions.And back to my dream that I never mention to anyone but only the girl in me,to become a famous writer,so help me God