Please continue to read on Goodnovel: Defeated By Love? I had lost my sister who was my best friend when I was young. Life was never the same, my home was'nt a home anymore. I grew up in the shadow of my dreams, desperately trying to fill Celeste's shoes. I thought I'd grow old never marrying and be alone. Until Luca came into my life like a raging storm. He's someone from my past, someone I will never be rid of even if it's my deepest desire. He has my Hormones going crazy, my mind going insane and my body on fire. He keeps a secret from me, a secret that has me running from him then straight back to him. His world is dangerous, and I somehow get tangled up In his world and lose something precious never to get it back.

“No. Don’t, I want to mentally record this moment as you spin for me with your luscious curves being hugged in your sexy lingerie.” His voice is hoarse and his eyes are hooded with pure lust. A surge of seductiveness hits me like a bolt of lightening and awakens the curious inner goddess within me. I slowly start to twirl for him, and slide my index finger between my lips. I lightly run my tongue over the top of it before sticking it fully in my mouth and releasing it with a loud pop. I’m rewarded with a loud growl vibrating off the back of his throat. “Crawl onto the bed and hold onto the headboard with your ass sticking out.” He demands, I stop twirling and turn towards the bed stopping at the foot. “Heels on or off?” I ask breathlessly over my shoulder. “On.” He demands in a heavily rasped tone. It was a one word reply... But it spoke to me on so many levels and it left me feeling exotically aroused for reasons unknown to myself. I have never felt like this so I slowly start to crawl up the bed doing my best to keep my back arched, and my ass raised high enough in the air giving him a front row seat of what I have to offer him. I hold onto the wooden head board and stick my bottom out slightly parting my legs. I stay perfectly still and wait for him to make his next move or command. Seconds later the bed dips behind me and hands gingerly sweep across my bottom before he lightly presses a kiss on each cheek.