She ceased on her trail as she stared blankly at the guy before her. Her eyes watered and she felt her lungs dry. The sight before her was so disgusting and left her astounded. If only she had known,she wouldn't have been here in the first place. She wouldn't have been this hurt. She had just left the school and decided to branch her lover's place. His house was unusually quiet and her suspicious arouse as she saw a lady's handbag. Furiously,she sauntered to his room and she felt her heart break. "Ian"She muttered but he seems so busy to even notice her presence. Her sobs filled up the room and the Ian guy jerked off the bed as soon as he noticed her presence. The bitch he was with took her clothes,put them on and hurried out of the room. "I'm sorry Loainne" Ian pleaded,his eyes full of remorse. "You..." she felt her mouth clasped close even though she has lots to say. All she could do was to whimper. "I was only tempted..I won't ever hurt you Loainne" She heard him say. Holding tight to her bag,she left his room ignoring his calls and pleas. She hopped into her car and drove carelessly off. Her vision was blurry and it was obvious she could get herself hurt driving this way. She cared less. She just want to be home...her mind was clouded and the portrait of Ian kept evading her mind Why did he hurt her this much?? He was the first guy he ever loved.. Her phone beeped and the picture of Ian popped. She switched off the phone and fought endlessly with the brakes. They all seems to be failing her. She drove into her compound finally. Alighting from the car,she ran into the house and then..to her room. She heard her mom called her name but she had no strength to give a reply. Getting to her room,she wrecked to the floor, displeased. She found it hard to accept that she lost him,the only guy that won her heart. She recall meeting him at a party. It was her best friend,Mitchell's birthday. He was one of the invitees and she fell for him right from that day. He looked so charming in his outfit, his hair flopped across his forehead and he has this unexplainable aura that could be discern from his walking steps. A lot of girls tripped for him and she was one of those girls. They later ended up sitting on the same table. "You are gorgeous" That was the first statement he made to her. She blushed heavily and managed to give a smile. They later exchanged contact and it was from there,they grew close. She fell over heels for him and luckily,it was reciprocated. She remembered liquoring up herself to the extreme the day he asked her out. She felt so much joy and organized a party at her place. It was graced by her friends and she ended up getting tipsy that night. Could it be that she looked desperate and he saw her as a girl longing for him?? "Loainne,open up please"Her mom banged at the door. "I wanna be alone mom"She mumbled. "Please... Loainne" Her mom's voice was cracking and she made her way to the door. She opened the door and the expression on her mom's face was dark. "What's wrong hun" Her mom thundered. Her face looked so pale and her temperature is so high."Tell me something please.."She heard her mom say. She broke down into tears and engulfed her mom in a hug. "He..cheated" She finally said after a moment of crying. "It's okay Loainne, He must be so dumb to hurt a girl like you.. you're a strong girl right??" Her mom managed to console. She withdraw from the hug and went to sit on her bed. Her mom did the same. "Ain't I good enough"She asked tears welling up her cheek. "Loainne,you're the best girl I ever had. So fragile..he is just a numnut.You are different baby. Fight away those thought"Her mom said stroking her hairs. "I hate to see you in this state,I'll go find you something to take" She said,then stepped out of her room. Loainne switched on her phone to call Mitchell,her bestie. Messages from Ian bubbled. She sighed and tried hard to fight back the tears. Luckily, Mitchell picked up "Her girlfriend" Her bestie screamed through the phone. "Yeah.."She snapped. "what's wrong" Mitchell must be so observant to have noticed her mood. "Do you need me to come over" She asked again. "Yes.. please do" She whimpered. She ended up the call and laid carefully on the bed. Her head ached badly!.. Her mom entered afterwards with some pills and a bottle of water. She emptied the water into a cup and gave it to her daughter. She really felt for her. Her room was becoming darker,so she strolled to the window and yanked the blinds allowing light to penetrate. Loainne was done with the pills and gladly,her sobs ceased. They were interrupted by a knock on the door and expectedly,it was Mitchell. Mitchell stopped abruptly as she noticed the atmosphere in the room was of no good. She walked up to Loainne and her friend's look shocked her. Her face was really buffy. "What's with you uh?" She asked. Loainne explained everything to her leaving her dumbfounded. She consoled her friend and succeeded in lightening her mood..