I have not spoken for years now but my 16th birthday is coming up and with that mates.. Will I finally speak and will he save me or will I be like this forever?

One wrong move was all it took Sneaking around behind her fathers back was that wrong move. Now after being sent away for 5 years until her 18th birthday she has returned and her world has been turned upside down how will she be able to control her wolf or will she submit to the alpha?