~~Flashback~~ I set up peering at the sky. I'm gazing at the stars as if it was my last time. Calmness settled in. The cold brisk air against my skin made me feel free. The earthy, a rainy smell filled my lungs, causing a sigh of relief. She placed her hand on my thigh " You look too deep in thought becafeful you could hurt yourself." She teased in a loving and cocky way.Smiling I look at her "it's nothing to worry about, love," I reply. " You know we can't keep doing this." She shoved me. "Why can't we just have a nice night? Your overthinking will be the death of us, " She snapped. " Us being together can get us killed." Snapping back without realizing. She just looked down. I pulled her in, knowing it hurt her every time. Kissing her forehead before we start to get dressed. ~~Flashback ends~~ Unfortunately, it would be the last night I ever saw her. Felt her touch. Felt her lips on mine.I realized I had been dreaming of our last night together. The night we were spotted. I lost the love of my life that dreadful night when Alpha Scott Love appeared from the dark. He knew I wasn't in love with the man he had chosen for me. Hell, I didn't like men, period. I'm getting ahead of myself. I am the daughter of Alpha Scott Love. My name is Lady Maria Love, and I am proud to be the first lesbian Alpha of the Love Moon Pack. Don't let the name fool you. Love Moon Pack was anything but loving. My mother, Luna Bridget Love, was nothing like my father. She was sweet and loving. Only Goddess knows how she could love that man.My alarm wakes me for the daily Alpha training my father forces me to do. It's not so bad when his Beta Jack Owroot. His training method wasn't too bad. I slammed my hand on the alarm. I groan and roll on my back. Another night of that dreadful memory. Rubbing my eyes to forget. Never works, but one can try. Finally getting the strength to get out of bed, I head to the shower.Feeling the warm water against my body made me feel numb. Finally, letting my emotions win, I break down in the shower. Washing my face, I take a deep breath and continue to wash and clean the rest of my body. Shutting off the water, I could hear someone knocking on my door. "I'll be right out," I yelled. "You will be late for both training courses." Beta Jack yells back. It felt like a slap in the face. Both training courses. what the hell. Throwing my clothes on. which was boxers,sports bra, and my favorite pair of sweats. I hurried as I brushed my teeth. I wanted to find out what Jack meant by both training courses. I finished throwing my hair in a pony talk and jetted out the door. To my surpris, Beta Jack was waiting for me.Smiling like he had the best news. "You are the future Alpha are you not?" He asked with raised brows and arms folded as he looked at me. "Yes, I am the future, Alpha." I say not so enthusiastically. " Well, as future Alpha, you also need to train with your pack. So Today after our usual training you will be training with the pack. Lucky for you its not sparring day." Beta Jack explained with a little too much excitement. " Today I will go easy on you. I want you to run 10 laps around the territory. Do 100 sit-ups, 50 push-ups,50 squats, and 40 burpees, and you will be done with Alpha training for the day. Gives me and a few pack members time to set up the agility course for pack training." So that's why he is so excited. Our wolves loved agility day. Beta Jack was truly connected to his wolf. I just nodded and continued to walk with him to the pack kitchen. I wasn't hungry, so I continued to the territory borders. I was about 2 miles from the border. Finally arrived by one of the old oak trees we hide our clothes in before we shift. Before I could even take my shoes off, I got a text. It was from Bets Jack. Jack : No cheating by letting your wolf run.Crap, how did he know. How was I supposed to run 10 laps around the territory without using my wolf. I wish I could just go back to bed. It's hard without our fated mate. She was taken away from us by my own father. I could hear my wolf whimpering at the simple thought of her mate. I hated that those memories started to return. Without realizing I had started to run. Running from the memories, from the pain, from being Alpha. As I race threw the heavily filled forest, my feet come crumbling from underneath me. Sending me flying straight into a raspberry bush. Crap this is going to hurt. Flying head first into the bush, my wolf Ema emerges and saves me. "You could pay more attention, you know," she taunted me. "Yeah, yeah, shut it," I reply. She just laughs. "Since I'm already out, I will finish the laps. I want to see what the new agility course will look like. And at your speed we will never get there." She explained. "Whatever, as long as it gets done, I won't complain. I'm nervous for you to be around the pack. You aren't a very social wolf. " I told her with concern in my voice. " An since our mate was taken, you have been more closed off."