I had always looked at myself as a child of promise. Even my mom use to say it; That when I was born, the chief Iman of Ilorin came and prayed for me. He prophesied into my life that I will do well and achieve great things at a very young age. He also said that my parents will be elevated. But now am wondering what has gone wrong about those prophesies? What is holding them back? Why has it not come to pass. The worse part of it is that my dad died when I was 5. The elevation prophesy , even if it come to pass, it's only my mama will enjoy it ! Or maybe the gods are punishing my family because we later converted from Muslim to Christian religion!...,........ All that were my thought. My heart was bitter. Am just regreting.who advice me write JAMB? Who persuade me to write FUNAAB Post UTME! If I had known I would have saved that money and use it for better things as my mother had suggested,but see me now am in the middle of no where.And that would be the second time I was writing JAMB and passing through, yet no money for tuition fees. No money to further. I wrote one the previous year and choose University of Ibadan. I passed the Jamb but there was no common N3000 to process my Post UTME. Chaiiii, poverty bad.