It's been four years today. I don't see how I've made it this far. To say it hasn't been a struggle would be a lie. I just want things to be the way they once were. Even though I know in my heart they never will be. Not after what she did... Xavier want's so badly for me to open up and let him in, but i don't know if that possible. I'm broken, and my pieces are scattered into an ocean of endless waves.

As I sit here watching her, I can’t understand how someone can be so beautiful and not even know. It’s taking everything in me not to rip her away from her friends right now, and make her be mine. It will happen at the right time just not right now. I keep getting this strange feeling like I’m being watched. Which is funny seeing as we’re in a crowded school cafeteria. Whatever, I say to myself as I shake the feeling. Just then the bell rings and I’m heading to first period. Please join my on this amazing, lustful, and dramatic adventure of Rider and Alison. I want to drawl you in and take you on this wild ride of a story!! Hope you enjoy my lovely’s ♥️