is a raw, unflinching memoir of survival, grief, and reclamation, told in a voice as sharp as broken glass. At thirteen, she was thrown out by her mother’s husband and left to navigate a world where safety was a myth and softness was a liability. By sixteen, she was a mother. By twenty-two, a survivor of three births and countless betrayals. When the love of her life died suddenly, her carefully constructed world collapsed—and so did she. What followed was a year of descent: alcohol, abandonment, and the quiet cruelty of self-sabotage. But at the bottom, she found an unlikely lifeline—working as a phone sex operator, turning her voice into a weapon and her pain into profit. These chapters chronicle not redemption, but transformation. The Year of the Spiral is a portrait of a woman unraveling in silence. Rot Looks Good in Red Light captures her resurrection in the shadows—where shame becomes power, and survival becomes art. Bold, bleak, and blisteringly honest, this memoir is not about healing. It’s about ownership. Of the past. Of the body. Of the narrative.

Erotic religious satire meets roleplay fantasy. Sacred texts. Sinful transactions. Divine domination