Blinding love, what are you? Why can't I see the Cimmerian side of you? You made me happy with your two bladed sword, And heal me with excruciating word. I am leah, a 20 years old college student who is practically doing excellent mark in school happened to stumble upon the deepest ravine in my life. I fell in love with a stranger that I met online. I have the strongest firmament when it comes to that matter but he happened to made its way in to my domain. He showed me the epitome of love and made me believe that it's where I supposed to rest my heart. All his care and affection became my ecstacy and unconsciously I became addicted to it. But a time goes by, I found an undenying truth behind all those acts. He trapped me inside a circumstances that is impossible to make a way out. He casually walked out of my life leaving a tremendous responsibility a woman could ever have; raising not just one but two little humans, a product of our fake love. I strived so hard to keep my head above the ocean, made my face as hard as a steel, and made my brain and heart as unfathomable as the universe, but it seems like it never enough. How will I ever survive for the next 24hrs knowing that there's two little human beings need nobody than me.

It was as if the dead end of a 20 years old college student Leah when she fell in love with a complete stranger. She was a smart-ass kid back when she was studying. She excel in almost all of her work together with her bestfriend missy. But her smartness didn\'t saved her from the deepest hole she\'s about to fall in. She met a man online and instantly fall in love with him. She was once an obdient child long before she met the said man, but the day he entered her life, she became rebellious and secretive to her Lola who raised her since she was a young. In less than a year she bore a premature child through cesarean section, then on the year that follows she birthed another healthy child. In the midst of her recovery, her lover left her with their two children. He left all the responsibilities to a woman who had not been healed yet with depression, cs wound and all, without any forms of support. Witness how she got out from the ravine that she fall in to, and learn how love heal, and repair a once broken heart, soul and mind.