My beautiful,cute wifey

Waking up this morning well I'm happy about it surprisedly it's my birthday today but I don't know why something in me bothers me I don't know what is it still let's skip that . well less I forget let me introduce my self my name is Lu mian not that tall but average,slim with good body shape and beautiful curves and so on for now going out of my all pink well furnished bedroom going outside to see my parent entering my mom's study room well I know she isn't going to be there but I decided to try tho.. Entering there I was greeted with silence and scattered paper littering on the ground decided to arrange them when I stumbled on a paper shocked was I when I picked it and started reading it I was pale beyond recognition my mum no no no I must be imagining things Cancer, nope not possible looking around I saw the drawer slightly open decided to check I saw drugs reading them I started crying . Hearing footstep I kept everything back then locked the drawer wiped my tears then decided to look for mom and everyone downstairs seeing all thd decorations everything mum has done for me I was moved to tears saying in everyone why should it be mum . Seeing my mum talking to one of the maid, i hugged her from the back inhaled her scent why why me my mom of all I was crying when mom turned back then said Now now dear why u crying today is your day princess hearing my nickname from her I started sobbing harder hearing my sob mum asked me what happened I replied saying that it's nothing I'm just so happy today I am going be be eighteen years old finally .She laughed it off saying hush now dear u can't cry on your day now wipe your tears let me call the maid to take you to your room so u can prepare saying that she called on three of my favorite maid thanking her I pecked her cheeks then left with the maids getting back to my room my mind way not in what I was doing again I even lost interest in everything why would my mom hide this type of illness when she know she has on three month left to live why me I was unaware when the maids started dressing me up, after dressing me up painting my face up wearing my shoe they shouted we re done young mistress I snapped out if my wondering thought looked at my self in the mirror shocked I am not sure if any one could recognize me again shocked I turned to them asking who is this ? They giggle saying it's you young miss wow I said looked back to the mirror like seriously wow but that was not what was bothering me now . how stressful thinking about how I will walk around greeting people thanking them for coming