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When i started off at school , i was pretty much sure everything would be new to me. I told myself i would build a bew personality. I said i wouldnt let them know about me, little did i know that would be put to test at a very early day.I didnt despise myself for being this way, i guess i was just very scared of how people would react. And by people , i most especially mean my parents , siblings and even siblings.In highschool i could openly be what i want as long as i wasnt caught , what of campus,, eventually my parents would find out. I remember on day one i insisted to stay within school. I didnt want to be close to my parents but that didnt work. So i just settled for the one and only option i had.On day two, i met a girl, prretty and well composed so i befriended her. I was really picky with my friends since i liked having pretty friends , but who doesnt??We started chatting immediately and she was a vibe. I would have sworn that day that i had just met a duplicate of myself. But they say often tht if the character is similar to yours, your bound to argue at some point. The girs name was Nina . Nina had many friends so she introduced me to some. Thats where i met my end."hey im Ciarah"she said. I was lost in her dark grey eyes and long lashes that kept swaying in the winds direction. Her smile would definitely convince anyone to do anything for her. When she hugged me,Im sure my heart must have stopped beating for some time. She hugged me quite longer than usual for strangers and that really shook me.We went for lunch in the school cafeteria,I tried walking a little faster to avoid Ciarah but suddely i felt a hand around my waist,"hey slow down, "I became so confused that i even tripped on my own foot. Which feeling was this that made me barely walk on my own? We walked to the cafeteria and ordered our lunch. I waited to see where ciarah sat...to avoid that place. I managed to sit opposite her. We chatted away will grinding our lunch. I could feel the stares and hidden glances between me and her but i vowed not to look her way. Finally lunch was over and we could finlly break off. We went for our afternoon classes and in two hours we were done. I quickly went home avoiding Nina. I settled down at home, had a warm bath, took dinner and went to bed. I couldnt help but think about Ciarah. I even imagined the possibility of us together . What a fantasy i lived in. The next morning i got to school early since i had a packed schedule. To and from classes since i got there. I was done with classes at afound 6pm. I headed home straight and took a heavy nap. The whole week became packed, some lecturer even decided to hve a surprise CAT. What a week i had. I hadnt seen Ciarah for the whole week and i somehow felt relived. After the friday classes, i headed out for some air. Just as i walked out the door, my eyes met with hers.I stood there immobile unable to calculate my next step. Why was she here? Why did i have to come out now? Every ounce of regretful statements popped to my head. She smiled gently and grabbed my arm and pulled me in for a hug. "long time love, hows you? "she asked. Love?? What did she mean by calling me love.. Was it just a friendly gesture , aaaaagh, i was almost exploding my brain from thoughts. She finally let go of me after a really long hug. Come, i want to tell you something . "she said We walked past the department and headed for the stairs. She suddenly stopped and turned to me. "im not sure how you feel but ill still do it anyways. "she said then grabbed my neck qnd pulled me closer and kissed me, she then whispered in my ears, "ive really missed you, and was dying to do this" She then leaned in for another kiss. This time more confident and passionate. I could feel her lips gently moving on mine, her tongue slowly penetrating and her arms which were fully exploring every inch of my body. I got so immersed that i even let out small mourns. What a neck kisser she was. Just as she was about to go down to my chest, we had footsteps approaching and ran back to our classes.