Days Counted

What will you do if your days is counted?. Will you still consider living your life to the fullest?. Or just live a normal life and give up on everything?. John and I travel the world all the time we only come back home when holiday seasons is about to come. One day when were about to come home for our holiday vacation I collapse. I woke up wonder where was I?. Wondering will I still be with him just for a while?.  Will I still fight for what I have left?. Or will I be gone and be forgotten for better?.