Village girl fantasies

The welcoming of a new innocent  soul on earth  supposed to be joyful moments but for Mrs Jones  it's was mixed emotions tears of joy and relief that everything is alright with both of them and because of stress, anxieties and high blood pressure the doctors has to perform  a c section in order to save them both. Joy was the only child that Mrs Jones has on c section all of her seven children were born naturally. Because of unusual pain and new experience Mrs Jones began to fell in depression  thinking how is she going to raise a child without his husband no job plus seven children that she had.The first time she held her she looks in her eyes and said welcome my angel you looks like your father and I'm glad to have you in my life and your daddy thought you were a boy  but I knew all along that you are mommy's little angel and she speaks to her"what I'm I going to do with you,im all alone your daddy is no longer with us she began to cry. The more she looked in the child's eyes the more she sees her husband that when her post traumatic stress began. When she returns home she started neglecting the child finding excuses not to look after her and she even stop breastfeeding her saying its is bad luck to  breastfeeding a child while in mourning  and the black clothes that she was wearing can bring bad energy to the child and she is waiting for cleansing ceremony and remove all bad luck and black clothes. After that go and look for job so that her and her seven siblings will have food on the table. Luck for her some of her siblings were old enough to look after her. They loved her very much and also their father had a well paying job as manager in a well known company that mix chemicals and had insurance and life policy he left a lot of money to  last few years. Also at work he had put on his will that her wife is expecting so the unborn child has the share in his money and a lot more than his wife and other children.