Saikō

Chapter-0.1 **Note by Author San *** If you are only interested in story please skip this because this is my life story and why I am writing this novel Ummm… let’s see, this novel is based on how I imagine my next life should be Before I tell you my story let me tell you please don’t read if u are suffering from severe depression and I am not looking for sympathy by any means So my name is ..... what’s my name again? You know what, forget about my name let’s cut to the chase I was born in a upper middle class family with me dreams and expectations of not my own was also born, later I realised I am not good at sports which doesn't really matter and not good at academics, I didn’t have a handsome face but it was not quite ugly if I say so myself. I didn’t really had or have a friend I mean I do have friends but you see I was never their priority it was like I am there but am invisible to them. Let’s get to my family, my parents are in government service so that means unlike business people out there they are going to get retire and I’m gonna have to look for myself in the end. My father is quite strict he used to beat me which I was quite angry at one point in life now, I don’t know let’s move to the next part due to that I am now quick to anger. Drama of all this was quite famous in our neighbourhood in which one of my school mate used to live he quickly spread all the drama in my house to my class and before I knew I was a socially out cast because of this I stopped going to school and changed my school 4 times to get away from all this . Now I am in my first year in college doing a course my parents want me to do and I am living there. I was bullied and went back to home now I don’t know what my life holds for me. Wait a minute let me take my meds oh wait I guess I forgot to tell I am suffering from depression ADHD, OCD, taking some neuro meds cause my muscles are getting weak due to stress, had an operation in 2019 for my tonsils that meds I guess that it. So, that’s my story let’s see now umm I am writing this novel because ahh because why not right? This my first time writing something so if you find errors or dumps please tell me what you disliked so I can know my flaws. I guess enjoy the novel. Happy Reading. Peace out