I stare at Azai desperately, my eyes filling with tears. Azai closes his eyes, and stands up, rubbing his face and letting out a deep sigh. "I understand you were trying to help, but I need to feel my own emotions." He softly says, staring at the wall in front of him. I stand up, placing my hand softly on his shoulder. "I know that, Azai. I am sorry, I should have asked before doing it. I'll give it back, but you need to promise me you'll stop blaming yourself." I try to negotiate. The feelings I carry for Azai are filled with such darkness, it's enough to make anyone turn into the person they were trying to stay angry at. Azai nods, still avoiding my face. "I promise." He mutters. I lean closer, embracing Azai in a warm hug, and start transferring the feelings of complete despair ba

