Dancing with the devils mc

Baby

Beep Beep Beep is the first thing I hear as start coming too, making me wonder what Ivan has done to me this time it must have been bad because he never brings me to the hospital unless it's life-threatening and believe me that's happened a few times, but something doesn't feel right, I feel someone holding my hand and Ivan never does that unless it's for show whenever a nurse or doctor is in the room.

I feel a dull ache in my stomach which as my eyes shooting open wide as I remember now I'm not with Ivan anymore, I've just had an operation to remove one of my babies gently laying, hand on stomach I wonder if I've lost them both, looking over to the chair i see it was Lil that was holding my hand i give it a gentle squeeze so she knows I'm awake.

"Kenzie your awake how are you feeling? hold on let me buzz the nurse so she can come and check you over."

"Lil I murmur is my baby still there?"

I hold my breath waiting for her to reply but she doesn't get the chance to as a nurse walks in along with Dr Brown, the nurse starts checking my vitals as Dr Brown starts tallking.

"Hi McKenzie the surgery went well, we have managed to remove the fetus that was growing outside the womb and I'm very pleased to say that the fetus growing in your womb has survived, now we will keep you in for a few more days to make sure there's no bleeding, but I don't see why you can't continue to have a healthy pregnancy. "

The nurse walks over pushing the ultrasound machine over just as Dr Brown asks,

"Now would you like to see your baby?"

" yes please I reply through tears of joy and sadness, joy for the baby that survived and sadness for the baby thats lost there life"

The nurse squirts the gel on my stomach and presses the wand onto my stomach moving it around, up and down then all of a sudden a thump-thump-thump-thump noise fills the room and I stare in awe as she turns the monitor around and there on the screen I can just make out the shape of my beautiful miracle baby, the nurse tells me everything looks fine and that the baby is measuring at 11 weeks turning to look at Lil I see she also has tears in her eyes.

FOUR WEEKS LATER

These last four weeks have flown by and I've now started to feel more settled and more myself, I don't work at the bar anymore I now help out at the MC garage as a secretary, which I'm more than happy about because I'll be able to work right up until I have the baby considering most of the work is done sitting down.

I've gotten to know the MC brothers a little better and I'm not as nervous around them now, me and Maddog are well if I'm being honest I'm not really sure what we are, I just know he's been there for me when I've needed him and for some reason, he makes me feel safe which his weird because we've only just met but I can tell he'd rather chop his hands off before raising them in anger at a woman.

Today will be my first time visiting the Devils clubhouse and to say I'm nervous is an understatement, Lil has told me to keep an open mind which hasn't helped my nerves at all, after arguing with Lil she managed to talk me out of wearing trousers and into wearing a dress.

I think I look ok the dress I'm wearing is a tight white body-con dress that shows of my small bump I've paired it with red chucks because let's be honest there's no way my pregnant ass is wearing heels, my hair is down styled in large loose curls, my make up is minimal but my lips are painted bright red.

"wow Kenzie and you look fantastic I cant wait to see how Maddog reacts when he sees you, and remember what I said about the club whores hun, they will try to intimidate you especially when they see how Maddog is with you, just don't back down and unleash your redhead temper on them if you have to.

"Wow thanks, Lil it's not like I was nervous or anything, no now I'm just plain old shitting myself, maybe I shouldn't go nobody will miss me I think I'll just stay here and me and bump can enjoy gherkins and peanut butter."

God just thinking about that is making me hungry and my mouth water dam baby hormones I used to hate gherkins.

"Chill out Kenzie you'll be fine and I can think of a few people who'll miss you of your not there, and don't even get me started on that nasty food combination you just mentioned."

"Wow bump did you hear what Aunt Lil just  called your taste in food, make sure you remember it and get your own back, and don't worry if you forget mama will remind you."

"Shut the f**k up Kenz stop trying to turn my niece or nephew against me."

"Well stop being a b***h then I can't help what the baba makes me eat."

I feel the car stop and realise that we've arrived at the clubhouse, it doesn't look like much from the outside, I'd think it was just a normal warehouse if it wasn't for the line of motorbikes parked outside and the loud music I can hear.

Getting out of the car we start to head towards the doos when I look to the corner of the building, I see a woman on her knees her head bobbing up and down obviously giving the club brother a blowjob, I feel my face heat up.

" Jesus Lil is it going to be like this when we get inside? will it be like watching live porn"

She just laughs but I'm being serious how is she ok with this, shouldn't they be kept between a man and a woman, I don't think I'm cut out for this sort of lifestyle I mean what if I ended up with Maddog and he wanted me to do that in public I don't think I could.

"Hello earth to Kenzie"

I look and see Lil looking at me like I've lost the plot

"Sorry I drifted off into my head again"

She just smiles and walks through the door I take a deep breath and follow her and f**k me my eyes what the f**k am I seeing.