dark light

chapter one Frosty pass me the cocaine “ I yelled to my partner in crime ... we were shifting drugs into this container after this I'll call it a night and I'll have to be home before 4:00am it's already 3:01am anymore time wasted and I'll be late for school, I found school as a resting place for me ... how did i end up here shifting drugs at this young age of 16 I'll tell you . Get ready for the most intense story you'll ever hear . At the age of 4 my parents signed a contacted and sold me to a mafia boss called mr. Anotino , he has been taking care of me ever since then even though I lived with my parents , I was introduced to the mafian at the age of 10 so for 6 years I have been the right hand man of Mr.Antonio . I shuffled my life from school in the morning to the casino in the night when I was 14 I did the stripper work ... I was just in JSS 2. I was disgusted that my self mates were reading at night I was stripping ... I really never had any friends though so I had nobody to notice I was a depressed, tired little soul . At day time I carry the name Esther Rosemary Smith. At night I carry the name Mila Theresa Dove. I work as a drug dealer stripper or assassin if the duty calls. I don't like this side of my life but it's the most peaceful away from my family and their chaos . I got home at exactly 4:00am sharp. Thank God I got to sleep for about 30 mins before my school life began . I woke up at 4: 58 damn I overslept. I woke up , prayed, bathed, stole breakfast from my mum stash , yes I steal what I eat or I starve. My mum wakes up around five forty nine but I thank God I'm ready for school. She yells about being useless. I scoff internally and rolled my eyes but she couldn't see me if she did ohhh boy am I dead . Well I dashed to my bestie house Ruthie. She is my day time friend and Phavour both of them is one of the reasons why I haven't drank one bottle of poison yet ... I knocked on her door and her little sister answered "Who is there?" She know it's me she knows I'm the only one that comes here every morning around seven o clock " it's a goat " I said giving my most favorite answer , she laughs and opens the door as always the other younger sister is always tying a towel getting ready to bath I rolled my eyes and said " everytime I come you are bathing " she laughs and skis to the toilet to bath I slumped on her couch I quickly mix my cocaine with my energy drink I have an addiction to that thing it helps me space out more . Ruthie comes in lemme taste ruth says I blink how the f**k do i tell her it's mixed ohhh boy " mmm take small" i said I can't can't tell her no the glint in her eyes didn't permit it she took two big gulps, s**t I feel bad for her she returned the coke and I finished immediately before any more damaged would be done . We got to school at nine o clock hurray! We were late ! Sike it's just half way through the assemble he do the normal punishment routine picking first and all I scaled thorough the assemble I sit in class take the breaths even though I'm empty and said on the inside on the outside a break a forcefull smile hi Phavour h said she nods I can tell her annoying dad must have yelled at her that fucker I feel bad for her very bad . I'm stressed out and our English teacher walks in with a horrible shade of purple on her lips " summit your assignment" she yells , she's in front of me so some of her spit dash on me ewwwww " yours?" She ask I didn't do mine because I was out all night stripping for men lifting cocaine pleasuring men twice my age getting beating for being imperfect " i didn't do it" I said flatly she brings out her cane to beat me the image of Mr. Anotino flash she beats me but I see my biggest fear him when she beat me the 5 strokes of cane I was stiff didn't move didn't cry cause that is Mr Antonio rules when he beats me for pleasure , I begin to hear his voice “ you nothing but a worthiness slave for me I don't give pain to punish I give pain cause it's fun and you should find it fun to so instead of crying mila smile when every I strike you with the whip!!” I shivered at the thought of him. When I snapped out of my thoughts I noticed she's done . dizzy I could feel the drug effect the woman strokes were nothing compared to Mr Antonio own it just opened Mr Antonio left over wounds on my body . I spent the rest of the 1st period on my knees The second period is here I get to stand up now . Azuka the funniest boy in our class came to my face looked me dead in the eye and laughed, this was odd why was this being laughing in this cruel world I wondered in other not to raise alarms I also have to force a laugh out of my lungs it hurt cause of my wounds in the back, Azuka i cooed hoping he believed i was happy , Phavour is talking with Ruthie sometimes I feel like I don't fit in them cause sometimes they talk about things and don't let me hear even when some of the older kids touched me wrong they asked why i was letting them it's because that was what Mr Antonio thought me when ever a client be it gay straight or lesbian touched me No fighting or else… one time I fought a client for touching my breast and I got the first gun beating so anytime they said I don't have sense for not fighting I didn't blame them they don't get they are princess angry their mum shouted at them I waved my head drawing back my attention to noticing the class room .Emmzy has a crush on Phavour but Emmzy is just a motherfucker you wants to use Phavour because she has a great body it's not hard to see that but if I tell her it's probably going look as if I'm the bad jealous friend . I feel sad for people that have a soft heart cause they are the ones that get played the most. Chrisjay's heart belongs to Ruth and I'm a single as b***h with a smiley face . My phone in my bag vibrates i check it and it's frosty. What does he want ? I thought I open the message and it said we are going to kill a tooth and fairy that has been taking millions under Mr. Anotino nose finally my tenth kill for the week and I'll be free for this week ok I reply frosty a nerd just a nerdy nerd that cold and stupidly handsome sliver eyes and he us Arabian and Italy mix breed quite till you know him i secretly want him but his cold expression i know I'm getting rejected cause i was as ugly as an ostrich , I have another crush on a guy in our den his name is max he is rough loud my type fearless and somehow as a beef with *frosty the sad snowman* Anyways, that's their problem. Break time is here hurray !! I think I have been saying hurray too often . I don't see any reason to be happy after all Mr Antonio always says happiness is for the kids that aren't sold. When I remembered I quickly stopped smiling . I lift my head from my table already planning my next kill. I glance over at Ruthie as she is laughing at her and the coke and energy drink is finally showing signs everyone looks at her like she is going crazy Chrisjay taps my fresh wound under my uniform and says “she's mad right?” I nod “yup yea she is” quickly remove us and so my stitches won't remove , I feel so eww , I'm like a walking fresh zombie wounds no body sees . my phone vibrates i check its max “hey mind if we go out today” he texted “yea” I texted at first “no we have a kill at 11pm remember” “oh” he said with a sad emoji i***t I thought internally I played with ruth and favour and Jaybee our class OCD patient lol bby our class i***t to me he always brags and he still wears the same slippers to school for 3 years the real rich kids don't brag . It's been a long day at school i followed Phavour to pick her younger brother a very stubborn child with a huge smile and appetite , I remembered when I used to smile, play laugh then a bullet shot through that mirror of happiness as I was dragged back to reality. I got home changed my uniform stole lunch , cooked dinner stole dinner and at 7pm sharp I was ready to go make the tenth kill for the week so I ordered my uber which is max . I entered the car frosty was at the back of the car my heart pumped fast cause no body was allowed to look as handsome as that or maybe it's because the was pointing the glock directly at me, I blinked then settled it, it was oddly quiet “what the f**k happened?” I asked “nothing” frosty said cleaning is glasses as he dropped the gun I kissed max for some reason I pulled away from the kiss and looked at frosty the sad snowman when our eyes met he looked away I shivered why is my heart beating like as if I stole tobacco from Mr. Antonio and ran away so he wouldn't catch me. After what seemed like hours we got to the thief hid out i looked at frosty for any plan and he was about to talk max just got out of the car and say “lets just go their and raid the place kill the tooth and fairy that as been taking millions under Mr Antonio nose” “relax” i replied but he didnt listen ughh i hated him for this i looked at frosty and he already got out too “frosty” i whispered but he gave me a cold shoulder we snuck in from the roof brush in on the 5th floor it was already 1am sharp she shot the guards I found the tooth the one giving out our hide out he was shocked to see me hello I said smiling I don't know why you know you are the reason why i haven't been sleeping because I have been trying to find you I said drinking his liquor it tasted like piss he brought out his gun ready to shot me I opened my shirt showed him a bomb and smirked max came in took the liquor from my hand rude. I got have shot max too for been a bastrad lately well frosty came in next and shot the tooth that was my 10th kill.