Gavin Past "You ready?" Pat asks as he comes to pick me up. I'm not sure how to answer his question because yes, I'm ready to end the motherf.ucker that I caught hurting Melissa, but I'm not ready to leave her. We've been home for a few weeks now and Pat's been keeping the guy on ice for me since then. Jen, Bianca, and Annie are coming over tonight, along with Harlow, for a girls night of sorts so it's the perfect time to deal with this a.sshole. Brandon, and two of my other bodyguards will be here and I have installed panic buttons in almost every room that go straight to mine and Pat's phones. I know she's safe and secure but I still don't want to leave her. "As ready as I'll ever be." "You know if you don't want to do this I can handle it." "No, I need to see this through. Let me j

