Elisa I think about all that what Troy told me, I remember him telling me that Tess isn’t a good friend. But I have never seen Tess doing anything bad to me. She has always been supportive of me. I really think about my time with Tess, but all I see is good deeds. I wonder what Troy meant by that, I wish I could see him and ask him what he meant by that. Too bad I sent him away from my house, I was so pissed at him. But if I see him again, I will have to ask him to explain everything. I feel so hungry now, I have also been crying for a while. I know that my eyes are now puffed up. I go to the bathroom and I take a cold shower. After the shower I feel so relieved and good. My hunger doesn’t allow me to do anything than think about it. What I can do is to go out and eat. I wear my sweat

