Bella I struggle as hard as I can to free myself, I really have to get out of here. Calvin’s head is still lying on the floor, it is beginning to stink. He is really dead and it’s all my fault, I wish I had stopped with all this non sense revenge earlier. Now I would have been with my Calvin. I am now going to spend the rest of my life alone. I know the moon goddess is not going to give me a second chance mate because I did all this on purpose. I have been in this place chained up on this seat for two days. I have cried, slept, woken up, just stared at Calvin’s head hoping that he would come back to life. Hoping that all this is a joke. But no, everything is real. I was not even feeling my wolf till today. My Bianca is back now, she is devastated just like me. She lost Canan as I lost C

