Beautiful Manifestation

Lurking in the darkness in the furthest corner of the room I loom, my eyes basking in the beauty that is her. The Moon light caressing her sleeping face. How I envy that light, for I should be the one graced with such a beautiful honor. My eyes continue to drift over her body, the soft black silken fabric that hugged her form making me grow ever more jealous. How to tell her? my mind tormented me further. How I feel? Who I am? What I am? These last few nights of being tangled in her embrace, hearing the sweet tones of her voice have been undeniable bliss. More bliss then a creature like me will, or have ever deserved, but still the thought pained me. Would she reject me then? or embrace me still, as not a fleeting dream, but a beautiful reality. My heart would be breaking in this moment if I had one. The thought of ever being without her poisoned my thoughts and derailed my focus ever since the first time I got the honor of laying my eyes upon her. When I felt I saw her truely for the first time. How can I tell her that I am more then just a dream? My train of thought is broken by the stiring of my beloved. Her dark walnut hair scattered about the pillow as she quakes, slowing rising from her slumber, her eyes flying open in a flash as if startled. Her eyes shift over to the darkness of the corner. " You came." The words fall from her soft pink lips like a kiss of lavender, so soothing and sweet. Like I could ever stay away, I needed to be with her like humans needed oxygen, she consumed me, swarmed my senses. I closed the distance between us, plucking her hand from the sheets cradling it lovingly between my own clawed fingers, savoring the warmth of her touch. " Hastalik..." My name pleaded from her lips as beautifully as a dew kissed flower on a spring morning...as she interlocked her lips with mine. I couldn't help but to get instantly swept up in the tender moment. Every kiss we shared capivated me like the first. She moved her body, wrapping her arms around my neck as she pressed her supple form against my own, unknowingly tormenting the demon inside. My darling if only you knew how difficult it was to resist every part of you, how having you fully would be the closest thing to heaven I'd ever get to taste. Desperate to savor every second my hands wonder up her body, memorizing every curve of her luscious figure, fighting every once of me to not rip away this silk nighty that hides her flesh from my hungry eyes. In time, perhaps. I wanted to do everything right by her, but the beast that I am longed to sin. Burn my mark into her delicious flesh, to claim her as mine. No. I scold myself internally as our lips dance I pin her hands above her head moving my lips eagerly to her throat, sweet kisses will have to do for now. If she'll even desire me after she learns the truth. Her soft moans taught me as I dance my tongue over her sensitive flesh, how can I tell her, to rob myself or these tender moments would truly be hell. I sit up pulling myself away before I allow myself anymore more bliss I don't deserve, but quickly she embraces me nuzzling her cheek sweetly against my own. Oh my love, I'll miss this if you reject me so. " Is everything okay my love?" My Love. The simple words locked me down like shackles, yes I desired to pelt out so we may continue our dream, but no...my lips wouldn't allow a single lie to pass, no, not towards her. I gazed down to her wide pleading eyes, my thoughts scattered and frayed like cats toying with the yarn of my mind. I draw in a deep breath forcing the words from my lips... " Theres somthing you need to know."