Chapter 42: Repent (2) *** Ever since he was a child, Chazz's earliest memories were of his mother calling out to him. Tryin to protect him by not allowing him to get too close to the ocean, by making sure the boy avoided dangerous things... Is that how you're suppossed to care for someone you care about? Chazz headed to the bathroom and took the small bottle of pills off the medicine cabinet. He took one in his hand but then hesitated to put it in his mouth. "What am I doing?" He wondered to himself as he put the pill away. He sat down on the ground and brought his knees to his chest. 'All I ever do is eat these pills... but it's only because... feeling things around me so strongly hurts... and...' Chazz glanced over at the shower glass, he could see his reflection which at that mome

