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Liora
The mirror didn't lie, but it didn't tell the whole truth either.
My reflection stared right back at me—pale, tired eyes, dark hair tangled from a restless night. The woman staring back at me was calm, composed. She looked nothing like me, I thought bitterly. She didn’t look like she felt the panic clawing at my chest.
The scent of lavender mixed with mold and dust from the old manor filled the room as I slowly straightened, adjusting the silk robe that felt too delicate for my skin. Outside, the chilly evening wind had picked up, rustling against the windows with a soft, eerie sound, as if it were mourning me, too. I tiptoed to the window as if not to disturb the serenity and closed the shutters.
I pulled the robe tighter around my waist, the cool fabric brushing against my skin—a fleeting comfort. I could hear the clock ticking faintly from the hallway, each tick a second closer to tomorrow.
Tomorrow.
I would become a proper woman, according to my father. Tomorrow, I’d do my duty. Tomorrow, I was going to be the luckiest woman alive.
Tomorrow I would stand in front of a man I didn’t know—Matteo Arcuri—and marry him in a ceremony that was nothing more than a transaction. He was easily one of the most powerful men in the country. in the very least he was quite a handsome man. Even though he was two years older than my father.
My fingers brushed the edge of the wedding dress. It was the prettiest thing I'd ever seen and I wasn't a stranger to pretty things. Still it was laid out carefully across the bed like an offering to some cruel fate.
It was beautiful—the lace intricate, soft, and almost ethereal, with gold highlights and trimmings along the corset and the sleeves.. I could almost see myself in it—almost. But the thought left a bitter taste in my mouth. It was as if the dress mocked me, reminding me that my life was already written, the ink already dry.
I shivered, even after shutting the windows.
The last few days had been filled with preparations I had no desire for, but my father insisted. He went all out. The clothes, the beauty supplements, the unnecessary photoshoots, and even a diet. He insisted on everything foreign. "You deserve the best," he’d say, "for being the best daughter I could have ever asked for."
He may not have been as powerful as Matteo Arcuri, but he was quite significant. He was the biggest wine producer and distributor in all of Italy. He was a stern man, both feared and respected. But the smile he always had when he looked at me—especially lately—almost made it all worth it. Almost
I felt a tear drop, stubbornly tracing a line of mascara down my cheek.
Suddenly, the softest noise—like the sound of a branch brushing against glass—cut through the stillness. I froze, my heart stuttering for a moment as the window shutter clicked open and the cool evening breeze hissed into the room again.
I knew that sound. Only one person could and would open the shutters from the outside. And the tears I’d held back all week surged forward with renewed force.
I didn’t want to turn around. I didn’t want to face her. I wished with all my heart it was just a really bold burglar.
But then the smell of vanilla and burnt pastries hit me.
"Fiorella."
Her name was a breath, a whisper in the dark. The way my body responded to her presence—there was no denying it. She stepped into the room, the faintest rustle of her leather boots on the marble floor the only sound she made. I could see the shadow of her silhouette in the dim light , a dark figure of fluid motion. Her scent wrapped around me, pulling me in like it always did. I suppose you can never take the bakery out of the girl.
“You’re really going through with this?” she spat.
Her voice was soft but sharp, like brain freeze.
I didn’t answer right away. My fingers tightened around the edge of the robe, the fabric bunched in my hand as I steadied myself. The air between us hummed with tension.
I turned slowly, careful not to show how badly I wanted to run into her arms. "You don’t understand. You can’t—"
Fiorella stepped closer, her face now illuminated by the soft glow of the moon, which had apparently decided it was the perfect time to show its face.
I could see the concern in her eyes, the pain masked behind the defiant set of her jaw.
"You don't have to do this, Liora."
I swallowed hard, but my throat felt dry, like I hadn’t spoken in years.
"I do," I whispered. "My father..." I caught myself.
"This isn’t a choice."
She shook her head, her dark eyes never leaving mine. She scrunched her nose and her piercing shimmered in the dull moonlight. The cool air from the open window lifted strands of my hair, and I shivered, though this time, it wasn’t from the cold.
“You’ve always had a choice, Liora. You could choose me. I thought you already did.”
She said the last part almost too quietly, and it hit me like a slap, the simple truth of them ringing in my ears. The pain I was causing—it could easily be more than I was feeling. I felt like my heart was going to give out.
It was so easy for her, so clear. For Fiorella, love was always simple. But for me, it was entangled in a web of obligation, family, and fear.
“I can’t just run away, Fiorella. If I leave…”
I turned my head away, unable to continue. My entire body rattled.
Fiorella c****d her head slightly to the side as she usually did when she is caught off guard or flustered. Her gaze softened. Still, she moved towards me—almost aggressively. I instinctively backed away and was backed up against my dresser. She reached out to touch my cheek. I couldn't fight it anymore. Her skin was warm, and I leaned into her touch as she held my face to hers.
"This isn’t you, Liora. You’re hiding something. Tell me what’s going on and we’ll figure this out. I promise."
Her tight leather pants rubbed against the inside of my legs as she pressed her body against mine. I closed my eyes, fighting the rush of emotion that threatened to overwhelm me. Her fingers lingered on my skin, and I wanted to pull her into me, to feel her warmth against me, to taste the vanilla on her skin. But I didn’t. I couldn’t.
"There’s nothing we can do," I said, though my voice trembled. "We can’t fight this one. Not this time."
I tried to look into her eyes, and I could see exactly how much she wanted me to. If times were different, I doubt we’d still be talking. I doubt any piece of clothing would still be in its place. I doubt we would be anything but entangled in nothing short of primal. I looked away immediately.
“We can always fight. We are strong enough. You are strong enough—stronger even. You’re just choosing not to be.”
I stared at the floor now, feeling the weight of her words press down on me. Stronger.
It was hard to feel strong when everything about my life felt like it was slipping through my fingers.
The silence stretched between us, but the air was thick now, filled with unspoken promises. My heart ached with the weight of everything I wanted to say but couldn’t.
"Say the word," Fiorella whispered. "We’ll leave. Tonight. We can be free."
I could feel the truth of her words in my bones, the pull of something I couldn’t deny. But I was trapped, bound by my duty—and now I’d begun to realize even more the cruel role I was being forced to play.
My fingers trembled as I reached up, brushing away the tears I hadn’t known had fallen.
"I can’t. I can’t leave you. But I have to do this."
Fiorella’s lips brushed mine then, soft and urgent, as if this was our last chance. Her kiss was like a powerful wave cascading into sure. It was full of longing and regret.
The world disappeared in that moment, and all that existed was the heat of her mouth against mine, the desperation of wanting something I couldn’t have. I kissed back and couldn’t stop my arms from grabbing the back of her head as she picked me up against the dresser.
Knock. Knock.
The sound of the rap on the door felt like a whip on the back of my subconscious.
I froze, my heart hammering in my chest.
Fiorella pulled back, her breath quick and shallow, and I wiped my lips with the back of my hand, my pulse racing. The knock came again, louder this time.
I looked at Fiorella one last time, but she was already pulling away, a flicker of sadness crossing her features.
One more knock.
Then I heard the knob twist and the door creaked inward.
My father stood in the doorway, casting a long shadow into the room. His gaze flicked up and down and around, and his lips tightened as he stepped inside.
“I see,” he said softly, his voice calm, detached.