Random Poem and Prose for You

Beautiful Nightmare

There was a girl who used to be a roled model, A good leader, trusted student, and a achiever. She is always in the honor lists, she always received awards every recognition and competition. Teachers and students admire her. She's a friend of everyone. People believe that one day she can be successful as she today.

But in the middle of reality. The girl who admires of many came down crashing, she didn't know that it will happen. She stopped being a daughter who are parents are proud of, she stopped being who she is that time. Maybe because she's tired, or maybe because she is just can't help to stop pretending who she is not. It's just like waking up in a beautiful nightmare of her. then reality hits and slapped it on her face. The true her, her true identity. The girl who just wanted to be the best for her parents, making them proud in any way she can, but sadly. She disappoint them, a lot of times. Even her finger in hands and toes can't count how many times she failed. Not only in her parents but also in friends and teachers. She failed being a daughter, friend and a student. She thought that she's not enough to be worth of living. She feels that she's a black sheep of everything. Her family gives everything she wants, but then she just lies, a lot of times, she doesn't obbey her parents will.

"SHE JUST WANT TO BE WHO SHE IS AND STOPPED PRETENDING BEING SOMEONE SHE'S NOT"

At this moment, im looking at her, looking directly in her eyes. She is devastated and she have this sad and weary one. I think she's just really tired, really really tired. But actually i just want to slap and yell at her, hurt her for what she really deserve, then telling her of her every lies, misery, agony and stupidity that she's carrying for a very long time. But i can't, i just can't and i really won't, because i know that she's sorry, regretting of everything she's done. I know she will change, not for today but someday. Deeing her today with teary and tired eyes, i feel pity. But then, she just wipe her tears away and sayibg " I can do this, I must do this". I smile and shockingly, she smile back.