till we meet again

Explosion sound then only silence then screams and finally darkness   that is how I wake up every day I didn't even get any sleep the same nightmare every time I close my eyes the same dreadful memories two years and I am still stuck in it in that day  the day I lost everything and everyone and become alone  the day I lost  my friends and my love jack the blue eyes devil who stole my heart and soul my one and only   the love of my life my other half even after we promised to stay together forever, and we did that till the day he was taken away from me  i get up no use in staying her replaying the pain again better go for a run or better  go to fight  that my life now alcohol blood and fighting  hoping it will make me feel alive even for a second  even if it ends killing me it would be better than the pain right but I can’t I promised him to life and do all that I dreamed of but how can he forget that I can’t life or do any of that dreams without him cause all of them contain him JACK, I promised I will life but I didn’t promise to ever forget you