MIKA Withdrawing from the hug, I open my mouth to stop Wade. He knows I don’t want to hear this; frankly, I thought we were over this, but he stops me, saying he knows I don’t want to hear it and he expects nothing from it. “I just want you to know. I want you to know that I have never regretted anything more than I regret hurting you and losing you, and there’s nothing I wouldn’t give for one more chance. But I know it’s never going to happen, and I accept that. In fact, I do more than accept it; I wish you nothing but the best and I mean it. I just wanted you to know that you will always have my heart. It’s no prize…” he says, and I cut him off and tell him I appreciate his words and wish him nothing but the best too. There was a time when I would have relished hearing him kick himse

