coincidence

19. The Truth

Mandy pov

It was the best dinner that Jamie treated me. I never knew such an exquisite sanctuary to have dinner. The moonlight added the romance and the fireflies show was beyond my imagination. I never knew that fireflies can give you a show as they are in unity, They were like working in harmony from one creature to another creature. I guess insect can collaborate as well as human. I really enjoy the atmosphere of my dinner time.

The food itself was good, he served me with creamy cheesy fettucine, one of my favorite item to eat. Within seconds, the smell of the dish made me craved for trying. Yes, the smell of the cheese and cream always make me on to eat more and more.

I ordered spinach and ricotta gnudi with tomato sauce for my main dishes while Jamie ordered the grilled salmon. We talked before the main course were served.

He told me his condition, the one that I longed for asking him. I just knew that he had been giving himself some kind of bacteria to make him sick so that his health was not good around me. He thought that his sick's condition will make his power of blood sucking reduced. Unfortunately it was not. Maybe it worked in the beginning but later as his antibody worked, he became stronger and so did his power.

I was surprised knowing the truth behind his condition, I thought so many things that ended by our one side love which was unreasonable. I guess that is why it will be better to ask then to put a wrong and prejudice reason over something that we do not know for sure.

He was so much in love that he can not control himself to have the more of me when we kiss, he thought that his power had reduced. I was also in love to the moon and back that I never questioned his condition or my condition after the kisses. I just thought that soft kisses were killing me physically and mentally. When they hit me physically, they did in harsh not just in words. I should be more aware of my condition as well. Our love is not an usual love, we have to take care of ourselves as well as loving one another. Unlike the love that can support one another, ours can kill one another.

How I wish that things could be different for us.

We need to control our emotion as we are together and it will not be easy, maybe we can do it during our holiday as he will stay in my house, with my parents' supervision. But if we are in ourselves, who will know what happens next. We really need to take our love in the first priority before the passion that we have when we are left alone.

"Do we need to tell your parents about my condition?" Jamie gave me the point of our conditions that is hard to be accepted. Not all people will understand our conditions.

"I guess I have to cancel that or maybe I will tell them in short and underlie version."

"You are dealing much darling. I am truly sorry."

"I know but actually it is also your problem."

"Our problem. This needs a lot of sacrifice and patience to solve."

"I will find my way to let my parents know about it. Don't you dare to tell them. After all you will leave us earlier. I will spend more time with them during my vacation. I will find a way."

"And I have to find a way to solve this problem. I need to find more wisdom."

The day that we spent during our day out in my parents was extremely unpredictable. My parents accepted Jamie and they asked him to take care of me as I am their only daughter. Even though I had one brother, the memory of losing him over his illness still made us sad and want to take care on another for the best that we can.

I discharged Jamie that morning after he spent three days in my house and felt lonely. I will be on my own now to keep our love and start my new position as assistant of doctor.

I really need this vacation to strengthen me so that I can overcome all my possible way to reach my dream, as a doctor and a queen for my love.