Spring of 2023, i just love you !

I wish I could go back in time. And experience these moments better again. And I wouldn't be so shy anymore. I wouldn't sit there with a sad face, asleep. Do it if you want it to happen. And don't think, like I did, that it would come true on its own. People are strange. Of course, they are not guilty, But a change will not bad, And everything will be much easier. Some people don't care about innocent girls. Whose lives are bitter. But we will definitely survive. I know from experience that it is definitely worth it for shy people to step out of the box, Start a conversation, And enjoy what a unique speech we have. People think I'm a bit out of my depth. I dream too much And every time, like today I remember. And every time, like today I remember. My aesthetic - poetry and scroll books. I don't regret fate - To some extent I have influence on this and I won't say "adios" to a soulmate human. Ripping away what he lived with. Some people are like toys - They play with my dreams, feelings and imaginations. Some look at the benches and hurt me. And I don't know which direction I should turn this situational rollercoaster. But we will never be there again. Unfortunately, that time has passed. This May - I will remember it forever. But just like before, everything will be so... This has changed. It has repaired my soul after so many months. This time will never come back... Only deep inside you will be moved by nostalgia.