Twin Alpha Mates For A Omega

My alarm goes off and it’s 4am gosh why can’t I sleep just a little longer? I have never been a morning person and I don’t know why it’s not like I have ever had a choose in the matter. It's been this way since I was 6 years old and now I'm almost 18 well will be next week. I'm the pack slave and have been since my parents were killed in a rogue attack when I was 6. Alpha John and Luna Beth took me in after they were killed cause I had no one no family no nothin. They gave me a place to stay in return they made me the pack slave. I'm a weak omega wolf so they couldn't make me anything else. So I cook clean and do everything in the pack house. I never get a break it starts before daylight and doesn't end until usually midnight or sometimes later than that. They have never beat me or hurt me and they don't starve me. Im allowed to eat just it's always suspose to be very small portions. I have always been told that I'm a weak omega and it doesn't take much to keep me alive. So I guess the verbal abuse and neglect is what I get other than beatings. My wolf Jane is my best friend she came to me when I turned 16 we talk but we haven't shifted yet. We will when I turn 18 which is next week. To say I'm excited would be a understatement she has helped me through a lot of hard times and I wouldn't know what to do without her. I was made to quit school when I was 10 cause the Luna said it was making it to hard for me to get my chores done. I have no education and can barely read and write but I guess it doesn't take a genesis to cook and clean and do laundry. I have always thought about finding my mate and he will come and take me far away from this place. That's also what has helped me get through all of this and kept me going and when I turn 18 I can find my mate. Hopefully it's no one in this pack. The alpha and Luna retired last week and gave the pack over to their son Benjamin. Him and me use to be friends and play together as kids when I first came here. He was 9 and I was 6. He was my best friend until he turned 15. People started making fun of him for hanging out with a weak omega so he stopped talking and hanging out with me after that. He was never mean to me over the years he just didn't talk to me it was like I was never here. He meet his mate last year and she is 2 years younger than him her name is Heather. She has always been kind to me I stay out of her way and she doesn't bother me. They are expecting their first pup the future alpha of the pack. Our pack is the Golden Moon pack and we only have about 500 wolfs in it so we are a pretty small pack compared to other packs. I finally get up and go to the shower I have to get breakfast done before everyone comes back from morning training. I start the shower and step in and the water feels so good this morning. I get all washed up and get out and grab a towel to dry off on. I get dried off and go and get my clothes it's just a old ragged T-shirt and some jeans that someone was throwing out that I took. Yea that's right they never buy me cloths either so I just take what everyone throws out and doesn't want anymore. I dry my hair and put it up in a messy bun. Brush my teeth and I'm ready. I go down to the kitchen and start breakfast I make sausage eggs bacon toast and cut up some fruit for everyone. I get it all made and set up and grab me a small plate and go to the basement where I sleep. That's right I never was allowed or given a room I sleep in the cold basement on a old cot. I have a small blanket and 1 pillow that someone was throwing out and I have had it for years. I sit down on my cot and eat my breakfast my portion is a kid portion like you would give a 5 year old. But oh well it's kept me alive this long I'm not use to eating that much so it doesn't take much. I finish eating my breakfast and wait for everyone to clear out upstairs in the kitchen and the dining room. I try to stay away from everyone if I can help it. I don't have any friends here and I don't trust anyone. I hear that it gets quiet up there so I get up and go back up and start cleaning the kitchen and dining room up. I hurry and finish it all and go to the laundry room to start putting clothes in the washer. I take a load out of the dryer from last night and start folding them it will soon be time to start lunch for everyone so I have to hurry and get these folding and put away I finally get them all folded and took to everyone's rooms and put away. I go back down and make a bunch of turkey and ham sandwiches for lunch and sit some chips and fruit out for everyone for lunch. I grab me and sandwich and eat it on my way back to laundry room. I get back and eat my sandwich real quick and put the clothes out of the washer into the dryer. Then I hear someone walking in and turn around and it's Tyler the new beta. Tyler has always been very nice to me and I have never had a problem with him he even told Benjamin it was wrong to stop playing with me. We all use to play together as kids. I finally ask him what I can do for him? The alpha wants to see you in his office he says. I nod my head and tell him I will be right up. He says okay and walks off I hurry and finish putting the clothes in the dryer and start it I put another load in the washer. I start walking up to the 2nd floor where the alpha office is. I have been in the office several times before when the old alpha was in charge but never since Benjamin took over. I'm lost on why he wants to see me. I haven't done anything wrong I don't think. I get to the door and stop and wait a minute to gather my composure and catch my breath before I knock on the door. I finally knock and I hear him say come in. I open the door and the office looks just like it did the last time I was here. He is sitting in a big chair behind the desk. Come in and have a seat he says and I lesson and go and sit down in the chair in front of him. We both just look at each other for a moment before he speaks. Finally he speaks Kayla you will be 18 soon and will shift into your wolf won't you he ask me? Yes Alpha Benjamin my birthday is next week I tell him. He then smiles and says very good he says. Is that all you wanted to ask me I say? Oh no Kayla he says. Okay so What can I do for you I ask him? Well Kayla I have a new job for you when you receive your wolf he says. What may that be I ask him? Well Kayla your going to be my bed slave he says. What does that mean a bed slave I ask him? You know what that means Kayla your going to keep your alpha me sexually satisfied he says and I feel the bile rise up in the back of my throat. With all do respect alpha I'm saving myself for my mate and I'm not interested in being your bed slave I will keep the job that I have until I meet my mate I tell him. Look Kayla I'm the alpha you are a weak omega the pack slave you have no opinion here what I say goes I'm the boss he says. Alpha Benjamin you have a Luna and a pup on the way why do you need me for I ask? Because Kayla your very beautiful and I have always wanted you in a s****l way he says. I don't want to do that though I say. Well Kayla it's not left up to you starting next week you won't be doing anymore chores another omega will take your spot. You will be at my beck and call anytime of the day or night that I need or want you he says. You know all of this isn't right I tell him. It may not be but it's all going to happen and there is nothin you can do about it he says. I finally just nod my head because it's no use he is the alpha and the boss of me. Oh Kayla don't look so down about it you will enjoy it just as much as I do he says. Then again I feel the bile rise up in my throat again. Well that's all Kayla you may go and get back to your chores he says. I get up and hurry and run out of his office and down to the basement. I sit down on my cot and start crying. I can't believe all of this. I'm going to have to be his slut he called me a bed slave but slut is really what it is. I feel so disgusted just thinking about what he is going to do to me. Jane I can't do this I tell her I know she was lessening and heard it all. I know Kayla she says. What are we going to do we can't stay here and let him do this to us I tell her. We can always run away and leave the pack she says. Then we will be a rogue Jane and you know that's very dangerous we could get killed I tell her. Maybe we can join another pack she says yea if anyone would let us but alpha Benjamin will make that hard for us and you know it I tell her. Well we will figure something out don't worry Kayla she says. I finally stop crying and try to brush it all off I have way to much work to do to be down here crying and I don't want to piss the alpha off anymore. I get up and wipe my eyes off with my shirt and then go and finish all the laundry. I cook dinner for everyone I make homemade lasagna and salad and garlic bread and sit it all up. I'm to sick to my stomach to even eat dinner so I skip it. I clean the whole pack house and clean the kitchen back up and it's after midnight now and I have to be back up at 4 in the morning and start it all over agin. I go down to the basement and change into a old night gown and lay down on my old cot and cover up with my ragged blanket. I can't believe what all has happened today. I was looking forward to getting my wolf and shifting into her and now I'm not at all. This day has been just as bad as the night my parents died. I hide under the bed and watched them be ripped apart and I couldn't do anything to help them I felt so useless. That's the exact way I feel now as well. I can't do anything to stop this from happening to me i feel so useless and worthless. Why me? Why can't he pick someone else that's wants to be his slut? I don't want to be with him I want to save my virginity for my mate and he isn't going to want me after alpha Benjamin is done with me. I don't know what to do but I just know I have to figure something out and soon. I finally lay and cry my self to sleep.