November 2 December

Felling lonely is not a big deal for me anymore, even though im always alone. Well yes im always fine.. Oh right its november soon, my birthday is coming Haha, im getting old than expected. Wish this ilnes- I mean, wish this month will be over soon. Im always alone, even when I always go to school, maybe there’s something wrong with me, fck Them asking me if im alright I always say im fine, well yes maybe that’s true and maybe not. When me is bursting inside but happy on the outside. Hehe Just kidding I have a lots of friends thought Maybe there fake fri- Oh never mind HAHA Im always smiling day and night but in the inside maybe it’s the opposite. Wish this day will be over soon, they keep on talking to me Soon I’ll be gone right? I mean all of us will be gone someday haha But m3- Maybe im going to be gone on my birthday, just a hunch but this,uhmm It keeps getting worst than I expected. Anxiety? Nooo it’s not HAHA why would I even have anxiety tho. From time to time, I'm wondering what will my friends react if they saw me laying in a coffin. Haha, Uhmm yes ah Let’s go to school Im always late Everyone notices me but I just glared at them sometime,even when they said hello to me Don’t worry about me budhie im allllllll right, no one ever makes me burst into tears. Even when Theyre saying hurtful things 2me haha I have good brain so don’t worry Well you can notice about where im always on the higher sections But I hate it Strict there High expectation asf Well can they even know that were suffering from all the rules Maybe school really is a prison Haha Maybe its true Well okay going back I don’t have a illness or something like that HAHAHHA Im just kidding- Krimton: S0Rry    2  s@y   TH1s  but 1 d0nt Th1nK Y06 c@N m@K3 1T