Too much time has passed and we still haven't found Lucas or Lucian. Everyone told me to give up, that they were gone, lost to us. But I couldn't believe it. I would not give up on them until I saw proof they were dead, otherwise they are still alive. They had both done too much for me, for me to not look for them. They were always there for me. Even Lucian who was supposed to be Ashe's guard. All of us formed an odd bond. I couldn't explain it, but we were close and I loved all three of them. I've got Liam back not I need Lucas and Lucian. I had Liam show me where they got separated and what direction they went. I've been searching for days. I carry food and water just in case I find them, I've even projected memories of them to Tobias to show him how important they are to me and how mu

