We trailed slowly after Charlotte as we set our pace to help Samuel. I wanted so desperately to be by his side but with Alex and Axel supporting him and helping him walk I knew I couldn't be right now. Not that walking next to Ashe was a bad thing, I've missed him more than words can express. And if I'm being honest with myself I needed him right now I needed all of them, but above all else Samuel needed us. He went through so much tonight, he almost died, hell i thought he did die. My chest tightened at the thought. The pain from thinking he was dead, feeling his icy skin against mine, him lying there unmoving and bloodied, unresponsive. It felt as if my entire world had crumbled, my heart and soul shattered. Even then I couldn't fathom a world without Samuel in it, couldn't picture a m

