Chapter 1 – How did I get here?
POV ROSE
Trapped in this cold, silent cell, I can no longer agree with the saying that the road to hell is paved with good intentions. If that were true, my path should have led me to light, not to chains, blood, and the taste of iron on my tongue. How did I get here? How did every choice, every hope, slip through my fingers until the only door left open for me… is death?
The stone floor beneath me is damp, colder than winter, crueller than any blade. My legs tremble with exhaustion, wounds burning with every shallow breath. The metallic scent of my own dried blood stains the air, thick and rancid. I can taste it, copper and regret. Regret… Funny how it only arrives when nothing else is left.
My fingers trace the rough earth beneath me, nails broken, skin torn. The once-white tattoo that marked me as the daughter of an Alpha is now nothing more than a faded scar on my shoulder. My hair, once brushed with pride and scented with lavender by my sister Lily, hangs tangled and matted, streaked with dirt and dried crimson. I must look like a ghost. A monster. A warning.
The world beyond these iron bars is silent, save for the occasional drip of water echoing like a countdown. One drip for every second closer to the execution they promised. One drip for every lie they told. One drip for every step that led me here.
I press my back against the wall, and pain shoots down my spine, a reminder of everything they took from me. My freedom. My future. My dignity. My name is Rose Valebrook, daughter of Alpha Gregor Valebrook of the Ironwood Pack. Born with honour and raised with purpose. Destined, or so they said, to lead change.
Once, wolves whispered my name with admiration. I was the girl who brought education programs to orphaned pups, who built healthcare projects for aging warriors, who reformed border diplomacy to reduce inter-pack war casualties. I believed in peace, in progress, in unity. I believed I could make a difference. And maybe I did… Just not the one I imagined. Because good deeds are easily twisted. Especially when power is at stake.
I remember the day everything changed. The day I received the greatest honour, or curse, life could give me. A golden lettered summon, sealed with the crest of the most powerful pack in existence: LUNAR CREST. Home of the Council of Elders — the ancient wolves blessed by the Moon Goddess herself. Their word was law. Their will, absolute. Every pack bowed to them, either in fear or devotion.
My father cried that day, pride shining in his eyes like the first sunrise. Lily danced around me, claiming I’d return wearing a silver crown. She was glad that I could be there with her. She has been working in their administrative office for more than 1 year now. She loved her job and the pack. I believed her. I believed in destiny, in purpose, in guidance from above. Foolish, I know.
I left Ironwood with hope blazing in my chest. I entered Lunar Crest with dreams larger than the mountains guarding its borders. And at the gates, waiting with a smile sharp as a knife, was the Alpha who would ruin everything: Dave Blackthorne. He welcomed me like a friend. Spoke of altruism. Praised my ideas. He said the Council needed younger blood, new vision. He made me believe I mattered. I followed him like a moth chasing flame, unaware fire never loves what it consumes.
Projects became politics. Kindness became currency. Every success I had was praised publicly… yet behind closed doors I worked twice as hard for half the recognition. Still, I persisted. Because I wanted to prove I was worth the honour they gave me. And then… things began to crumble. Not all at once, slowly, quietly… Like rot spreading beneath the surface. I’ve never even noticed before it was too late.
Rumours started. False reports appeared with my signature. Funds vanished from programs I swore to protect. Wolves went missing. Territories fell. Rogues attacked with inside data. Evidence pointed at me, like invisible hands positioning pieces on a board I never agreed to play. A traitor, they called me. A manipulator. A danger to the packs. The Council demanded a trial. Dave recommended death before proof.
My father tried to reach Lunar Crest… But he never arrived. The letters stopped. The messengers vanished. Lily’s name faded from reports, swallowed by silence as thick as this darkness. And me? I became the most wanted criminal across the territories. Hunted. Hated. Caged like a beast. All because I believed in them. The worst part is I’m not even sure who set me up. I know Dave is behind it, his beta Joe must have participated as well, but I’m sure there is one person playing all these paws, like a chess match… I just don’t know who.
My chest tightens, not from pain, from memory. From the foolish, naive longing that kept me alive longer than I deserved: My mate.
Every wolf dreams of that moment. When time stops, the world fades, and destiny binds two souls under the Moon Goddess’s gaze. They say when one mate is in danger, the other feels the ache, hears the call. They find you. They save you. No matter the distance. I waited. I prayed. I told myself he would come.
Maybe he would break through these iron bars. Maybe his wolf would tear down the Council walls. Maybe I wasn't alone. But fairy tales lie. If mates were real… Mine never looked for me. Or worse, maybe he looked and never wanted me. Or maybe he was the reason I’m here at all. I laugh — bitter, broken — and the sound cracks through the silence like a dying ember. I used to believe in bond-magic, in love inked into the soul. Now I believe in nothing.
Because I learned the cruellest truth of all: If a wolf kills his mate, he dies too.
The Moon Goddess demands balance. Life for life. Blood for blood. So, if my mate exists, he’s alive. Which means he never loved me enough to die with me. My vision blurs, not from pain, but from exhaustion. My limbs feel made of stone. Breath shallow. Thoughts fading like smoke. The world narrows to darkness and heartbeat.
Drip.
Drip.
Drip.
Footsteps echo in the corridor — slow, deliberate.
They are coming.
Shadows stretch across the floor, crawling toward me like the hands of fate. A lantern flickers, casting gold against iron. I force my eyes open. My heart stops. At the end of the hallway, framed by cold silver bars… I see her face. Wide eyes. Trembling lips.
A memory wrapped in grief. My voice breaks like shattered glass.
“Sister.”
Her figure hesitates at the bars, lantern shaking just enough to let me see the truth, she is terrified.
Lily.
My older sister, with eyes that once sparkled brighter than any moonlit river, now dimmed and rimmed red from sleepless nights. Her auburn hair, normally in neat braids, falls wild around her shoulders, tangled like mine. The sight stabs deeper than any silver blade.
“Rose?” her voice cracks like old parchment. Just hearing my name from her lips makes a tear break free, hot, unwelcome, but real. I haven’t cried since they dragged me here. I promised I wouldn’t give them the satisfaction. But Lily is not them. Lily is home in a world that left me behind.
“Lily…” My voice is a rasp, barely a ghost of sound. “You shouldn’t be here.”
She steps closer, fingers curling around the bars as if she could tear them open by sheer will. She’s trembling, whether from cold or fear, I can’t tell. Probably both.
“I had to see you,” she whispers. “Before they—” Her voice dies instead of saying execute.
Before they kill me.
The silence between us feels like another cell. Another punishment. Another reminder of everything I failed to protect.
She presses her forehead to the iron, eyes closing. For a moment, she looks like the girl who used to sneak into my room during thunderstorms, seeking comfort in whispered stories about Moon Goddess blessings and heroic mates. She always believed in happy endings.
I want to tell her happy endings are for fools. But she already knows.
“How did it all go so wrong?” she breathes, asking me the million dollar question.
I laugh — quiet, broken — because I’ve asked myself that question so many times the words feel worn. “I trusted them. I trusted him.”
Lily flinches like the name itself is poison. We both know who I mean. Alpha Dave Blackthorne. A serpent wearing leadership like silk.
She swallows hard. “Rose, they say you betrayed the Council. That you leaked borders. That you orchestrated the food shortage. They say you have blood on your hands.”
I stare at my hands — bruised, bleeding, but empty.
“My only crime was believing I could change the world.”
Her eyes glisten, reflecting pain I placed there. I hate it. I hate myself a little too.
“You did change the world,” she whispers. “People loved you. You saved lives. The pups in Ironwood still chant your name in games—”
“Now they’ll use my name as a warning,” I cut in, bitter venom rising like bile. “This is what happens to wolves who think they can rewrite old systems. Good intentions don’t pave roads. They dig graves.”
“You’re mistaken, Sis—” she tries to say.
“You shouldn’t have come,” I say cutting her again. “They’ll punish you for this.”
She lifts her chin — a spark of Ironwood fire. “Let them try… I need to know, Rose. Did you ever find him?”
My mate.
The question slices deeper than claws.
I want to laugh. I want to scream. I want to rip the Moon Goddess from the sky and demand answers.
“No,” I whisper. “I waited for him when everything fell apart. I begged for him in my prayers. But destiny never answered.”
Lily’s lip’s part, and she turns, probably to hide her despair from me. She knows the myths — we grew up on them like children raised on lullabies. A wolf without their mate is half a soul wandering blindly. If I die and he lives…then he was never mine.
Regret coils in my chest like barbed wire. “I kept believing he would appear. That he’d feel the pain in my heart and come. But I don’t believe in fate anymore.”
“So, she truly is that powerful” my sister mumbles, her back to me. She turns with a big smile on her face.
“Lily?”
She comes closer to the floor to be on the same eye level as me. “Don’t worry, little sis. Everything will end soon. I was afraid that damn which was lying when she said she could make sure you would never find your mate, but everything worked out as it should.”
Lily’s smile widens slowly, too wide, too calm… Like a mask slipping to reveal the monster underneath. A cold shiver crawls up my spine. I know that smile. I saw it only once before, when we were pups and she watched as my favourite wolf-pup doll burned in the fireplace. She said it was an accident. I wanted to believe her then.
Just like I wanted to believe her now.
She crouches closer, her fingers wrapping around the bars as if they were the bars of a golden cage she finally owned.
“Do you know what the funniest part is, Rose?” she whispers, voice soft enough to make the world hold its breath. “Everyone thinks you’re the golden one. The brilliant daughter. The Alpha’s pride. The one destined for greatness.” Her eyes glint like broken glass. “They never saw me.”