Chapter Forty. The party was pretty impressive I must say, but it was half way through and I still hadn’t seen Sebastian. Apart from Jessa and Carmichael there was no one I wanted to hang out with, and Michael was out of bounds as somehow he had Jackson accompany him and that was one person I didn’t want to be around. I tried to walk around on my own and just take it all in, wondering how this night would end, but it never lasted long as someone would always grab me either gushing at how beautiful I am and how they knew me when I was this tall, or someone wondering where Sebastian was as well, and when I told them I didn’t know then the conspiracies would start, ‘what did you do?’ Or ‘maybe he’s got cold feet.’ They all knew what this party was about. This time someone I couldn’t put

