I could feel the cold breeze while I drove at speed, this sobered me and made me hesitate to go in. I stopped the car immediately at the gate of the hospital and thought for a while if going in would actually be a good solution to my crazy nightmare. Am I really ready to accept Brenda? Will this be a good decision? I asked myself several times while looking through the window and seeing passers-by. I was still sitting in the car thinking before I sighted the lady I was here to meet alongside Michael. Brenda looked comfortable around him, Michael held her with one hand and helped her carry some things with the other. I really don't understand what is going on. "Brenda!" I didn't realize how the word came out of my mouth, it was really loud and unexpected, I really don't know what this

